What have you gained by worshiping your man made idols
How foolish to trust in something made by your own hands
In all realms your god betrays you
It is lifeless, cannot see
Masonry abomination
What good is an idol carved by man or cast image that deceives you
What sorrow awaits you who say to wooden idols “wake up and save us”
Wide is the path that leads to death in the hands of these false god’s
But know that all this rage is soaked with a heavy conviction
for which the roots can be found in the depths of my confession
I used to be like you, obsessed and overwhelmed with lust,
praising demons of plague
Now close your ears to the psalms of sin
Turn your back to the evil one, for he is Lifeless inside
But the lord is holy in His temple
Let all the earth be silent before Him
And in your anger, remember your mercy
Sovereign Lord you are my strength
Now as your golden calf betrays you in your time of need
Honor the God who gives you life
Do not bow to demons of hate
Purge from your dwelling every idol made of lies
Destroy them all
Once I was dead
Once I was dead in my sin
Self-destructive life
Boiling with anger and no self-control
Homicidal thoughts consumed my mind
Leaving me lifeless before my creator
I come in my wretched shame
Take me away
Wrapped in jealousy
Forced inside
Suicidal thoughts
Bipolar disorder
Spiritual adultery
I must escape this pain
Dead in my sin
Dead in my sin
I now stand before my God to give an account of my life
Begging and pleading to kill all the voices
Jesus I plead stop these thoughts of murder,
suicide,
emotional torment
Spirit of hate be gone from me
Father of all life
I now lay mine before you
In all my filth, wash me clean
I now give up this life and receive freedom from oppression
Covered in hate, wash me clean
Dead in my sin
All that I was
All my transgressions
Washed away
All praise
All glory
All merciful one
As I have breathed my final breath
Chained within my own sin
No more time, no second thoughts, no repentance
My misery will carry on for all time
My soul starts to burn
This anguish is too much to bear
If only I had one more day
Trapped inside gnashing of teeth, eternal shame
I should have answered the call
My soul starts to burn
Burn - This hell feels very real
The pain does not fade away
Burn - The screams of those engulfed in flames
My own flesh melts away
Burn - This torment is too much to bear
My God why did I deny you
As I have breathed my final breath
Chained within my own sin
No more time, no second thoughts, no repentance
My misery will carry on for all time
My soul starts to burn
Oh God why did I deny you
War - Behind enemy lines no mercy is found
War - Spilling blood of the enemy within
War - Complete carnage in a world full of hate
War – Total absence of peace as the nation’s rage
Battle lines are drawn, genocide at hand, who will meet me at my grave
Hate filled infrastructures, sociopathic craze, innocence is lost in chaos
Ethnic prejudice, media driven fear,
as we are blinded by greed
Bred from birth into allegiance with this world,
only death lies in such a vow
Misery - As the young are slaughtered
Blasphemy - Government is not God
Murder - The guilty rule the innocent
Warbound - Mankind will not escape
I see the son of man
He’s coming in the clouds
With all His righteous ones
So stake me to the ground
And grant me my last breath
Oh mighty sovereign king
Spill the blood
Drink this cup
Taste His life
This meek Son shall satisfy my thirst
This drink is my blood, this feast for you is my flesh
Do this in remembrance of me
As I devour the flesh Of the son of God
Possessed by the one indwelling spirit
I feel the unseen come over me
I plea for my soul, resurrection from the dead
All that I seek is eternal life
Victory over the grave
Welcome to the nightmare of all civil life, here we consume our own
Come everyone who hears the call to breathe new life
Kneel before the slaughtered Son, displayed here for you to consume
Now exert your sharpened tongue
Disembowel yourself of filth
Wipe death from your mouth
Drink this cup, taste His life, receive the all supreme spirit
Walk in His body, where we all breathe as one, breathe as one
Satan spawn
Destroyer of life
Born and bred, bastard of creation
Nephilim, demonical race
Judgment sent, you will all burn for all time
Demon Seed - Assemble for this final war
Demon Seed - All your lies will be undone
Demon Seed
Demon Seed
Scream as you burn in torment and hell, your punishment now fulfilled
Lion of Judah, king of all, your enemy’s lay before you
Lake of fire, flames quenched upon the anti-Christ and the beast
Smoke of their torment rises forever in the presence Of one God
Satan spawn
Destroyer of life
Born and bred, bastard of creation
Nephilim, demonical race
Judgment sent, you will all burn for all time
Demon Seed - Assemble for this final war
Demon Seed - All your lies will be undone
Demon Seed
Demon Seed, Assemble for this final
War
War
War
Father, sin surrounds me now
Death takes hold of a failing world
Screams of pain, tormented souls
Lost in lies lust and greed
Death shall have no power before the light of a million suns
Anguish swallowed up in victory
Abba God please hear my cry
Yeshuah come again
Oh death where is your sting
All your power stole away
Adonai, your perfect will now dwells in the heart of man
Spirit of hate causing death
I bind you by the blood of the spotless Lamb of God
I bind the spirit of fear
And unleash true peace that comes from God
Open graves, new found life
Judgment day, no more lies
Darkness falls in burning flames
Heaven and earth pass away
Heaven and earth pass away
Kill me now
I stand before the monument of sin that I have made
Overshadowed by grief
Covered in the reaching arms of lives lost in black wooded masses of hate
Destroying what is pure
I have sold myself into this pain
I am the worst among all the putrid ones
Innocence preyed upon by spirits familiar to ancient man
To instill this evil incarnate of lies
All moral lines dissolve in hate
Blood lust taught by fallen ones
Deceiving man
Eternal holocaust
Reaching from despair
Unable to absolve myself
In my selfish hate
Let me die
Let me die
Alone in my selfish hate
Here I am, reaching from despair
Submit all my burdens before the Son of man
He is quick to dismiss them all
There is no love greater than the love of the eternal God
Glory to the exalted King of Kings
Yeshuah I praise your name
Let every voice of hate towards You,
my gracious God,
be crushed and overwhelmed
By the greatness of your love
Let the world see You for who You really are
The dawn of betrayal is upon us, the air is soaked with sin
Every form of blasphemy now a reality
Fornication of the mutilated
Living hell on earth, piles of burning human flesh
Holocaust of innocence
Screaming gutted children line the road to my fruition
The valley of mass crucifixion
Lacerations of the flesh
The pain falls through my body
A misery that our teachings could not foresee
Fall upon the alter of christian sacrifice
Eviscerating
Mutilated
Fecal soaked misery
As my eyes fill with blood
Are filled with blood
Inverted
Pinned and gutted
A pain beyond belief
Struggling to release a scream gurgled in blood
As I cry out to a God who has called all to suffer
Please spare me from this pain
Yeshua Your mighty name has brought me here
Forgive these men who do not know You
Rip the flesh off my back
Fulfill this drudged prophecy of death
No rapture for the righteous
Cry out to a god that has promised nothing
No rapture for any living thing
As the blade enters my flesh
Screams of torture fill the air
Body carved for my allegiance
Bled dry and made a mockery
As the blade enters my flesh
Screams of torture fill the air
Body carved for my allegiance
Bled dry and made a mockery
In this dawn of betrayal
All hail the King who walks with me in death
Who speaks peace into my ear as the blade enters my flesh
All hail the King who walks with me in death
Who speaks peace into my ear as the blade enters my flesh
Father in heaven
Please forgive these men who murder me.
And bring unto this darkened earth the kingdom in which You reside
Let the reaping begin
Genocide, ethnic cleansing, to prey upon the weak
Mass graves of broken bodies in decay
Smoke ascends
Ash and bone
Let the reaping begin, begin
Now bring upon this earth judgment
A horror mankind has never known
Taught to hate our own kind, segregated by our pride,
jealousy, and fear
Moral demise, social infrastructures buried in the lies
Blinded by our own greed, bred in gluttony
to believe our social standing is more
important than our soul
Let the reaping begin
The earth is ripe with sin, prejudice,
pride, jealousy, lust and hate
Every knee will bow, every tongue confess
Mankind has no more time
Harvest of blood
Swing the blade
The earth is ripe for death
Genocide, ethnic cleansing, to prey upon the weak
Taught to hate our own kind,
segregated by our pride, jealousy, and fear
Moral demise, social infrastructures
buried in the lies, blinded by our own greed
Dark memories of a life that was
Twisted visions of a future foreseen
Lucid dreams of lives that end in misery and pain
What is real and what is lore?
Trapped between reality and suffering in selfish shame,
my soul is tormented beyond my strength
My enemies pick away at my sanity as vultures rip away bodies in decay
Will this torment ever end?
Who can sooth my soul?
Warfare I bring unto my victims in chains,
as I myself become consumed by death, lashing out in anger,
sealing my fate
I lie in wait for my enemies to strip the life away
My agony in this darkness, prayers go unheard
A waste of time in this unbelief
Destroying family lines
Unrelenting genocide,
I become a mockery for all to see
Abba God, why have you abandoned me?
Rebuked by a spirit from the grave
My kingdom of jealousy stripped away before my eyes
Reaping the death that I have sewn
Family line now lies in ruins
My seed forever wiped from the earth
Will this torment ever end?
Who can sooth my soul?
Warfare I bring unto my victims in chains,
as I myself have become consumed by death
Consumed by death
Misery consumes me now
My life no longer free
Cast away, banished from my Father's presence
I can no longer live within this hellish prison
Banished and left to die, enemies surround me now
Countless battles
Nowhere safe for me to live in my own land
A wasted life filled with hate
Banished and left to die
Why have You brought me here?
Death comes for me now
Light stricken from my sight as I descend into this dying earth
Father, Father, why have you forsaken me?
In this pit of death, the anguish fills my mind
Suicidal dreams control my soul
What have I done to deserve this, beaten and bleeding, exiled in shame?
Why must I die, oh Father, why must I be buried alive in this hell?
Buried alive
Amputated from humankind
Wasting away into nothingness
No more hope
Father save me from this hell
Engulfed in hate
Trapped inside this hellish nightmare
Pleading for a lifetime of agony
Lies are told
Hidden secrets unfold unleashing hell and nothing more
Beaten, blooded, filed with shame,
fear of death,
darkness descends to rise again,
manifested in pain
This agony too much to live
I cry out to a God unwelcome in my home
Why did I have to live?
This is my hell
The pain of living with all these lies
The weight is too much to bear
Fight to live
Refuse to die
Punishment for no crime
Innocence is lost
So much scarring on the inside
Lashing out to cover up the pain
This is my hell
Unprotected by the ones inflicting all the pain
Unable to trust anyone
What is to become of me?
Emotions uncontrolled, manipulated, forced to lie
As I cry out to God to save me from this pain
Inside this hell, pressure builds
I cannot hide the hate
Unprotected by the ones inflicting all the pain
Unable to trust anyone
What is to become of me?
Emotions uncontrolled, manipulated, forced to lie
As I cry out to God to save me from this pain
Inside this hell, pressure builds
I cannot hide the hate
The monsters that live here with me
The demons that assault me in my sleep
This is my hell
The pain of living with all these lies
The weight is too much to bear
Fight to live
Refuse to die
Punishment for no crime
Innocence is gone
So much scarring on the inside
Lashing out to cover up the pain
This is my hell
Fight to live
Refuse to die
Abandoned here and left for dead
The carnage of those ive slain consume my sight
Reflections on a life of war
these sin’s stains for generations untold
Violence breeding violence
Gore breeding gore
Hate breeding hate
Spirit of death is upon me now
The bludgeoned cannot speak for me
The dead wait in vain for my time to come
Tormented soul in time of death
Cries of remorse shall go unheard
Cries of the dead cannot be heard
Cries of the dead torture my soul
The dead cry out for vengeance
Will they cry forever
Armies of the dead will rise again
Every wrong will be undone
All sins will break upon the heads of this generation
Bound, gagged, and cast away
Cries of the dead cannot be heard
Cries of the dead torture my soul
The dead cry out for vengeance
Will they cry forever
Numbered are the days of man.
Wars, rumors of, war.
Plagues, throughout, all lands.
All these precede, his return, the son of man.
Forever in, flames.
Unjust wicked.
Flaws found in all thought to be pure.
Screams, of pain.
I can see them now.
Burning in pain.
Forever in flames.
Last prophecy unfolds before your eyes.
One third of our population, dead, but no one cries.
Light from the sun, smitten, black.
All run and hide from the face of god.
Why do you run?
Why do you hide?
With one voice I am is denied.
The worms that consume your flesh shall never die…
Face the pain,
ignore this fear, as life fades away, mortality.
Left behind all worldly pride, stench of death exudes on all.
Scarred inside, unwanted by man, this world hates me now.
I no longer choose to run from my fate.
Unworthy ‒ let the blood flow
Unworthy ‒ to follow my lord in his path of death
Unholy ‒ my spirit before he chose me
Redeemed ‒ in spite of my denial of his name
Let the blood flow
Let the blood flow.
Flesh is ripped from bone.
Stare into my dying eyes.
Lord please take me away.
Unworthy ‒ let the blood flow
Before the founding of the world,
You took my place in Hell
Your love is more than I have ever known
Hallelujah, oh sovereign King
Oh Yeshua, I praise Your name and I long for Your return
And every knee in Heaven,
and every knee on earth and below the earth,
shall bow to the name of Yeshua
Set a fire, my ever-weeping soul,
and crush the serpent who contorts and seeks to kill me
The horrors of the unseen world must bow before You,
Jesus of Nazareth
Your name above all names and our Father in Heaven who sent You
Day and night I long for Your coming back and scream unto the nations,
the mighty King has returned
Before the founding of the world, You took my place in Hell
Your love is more than I have ever known
Hallelujah, oh sovereign King
Oh Yeshua, I praise Your name
Welcome to my domain
Built by my hands from the arms of adultery
Void of hope
Lifeless being
Inside there is nothing
Inside there is nothing
Absence of truth as resonant as the blade that sings psalms to my skin
Beauty and love gives way to misery
Welcome to my domain
Trade veracity for secrets
Trade love for lies
This is my life in secrecy, built by my hands
Never-ending torture
Stuck beneath the heel,
skewed reality of fake and of real
When suffering is all that you know, the pain is easy
Forsake your loved, spiritual deception.
Abide
To turn away is to abandon all life
Sin entered through a man to reap death unto all
This is my kingdom
But I am foreign to decorum
Life comes from the One who trespass here
No longer is sorrow held dear
Name of all names, Yeshua,
Messiah, bring the resurgence of me
This is my kingdom
But I am foreign to decorum
Life comes from the One who trespasses here
Forsake your love, desert intimacy
Woe is me, who has gained absolutely nothing
Jesus, save me
Built by my hands from the arms of adultery
Void of hope
Lifeless being
Inside there is nothing
Welcome to my domain
Crushed beneath the heel
Fallen serpent, your time is short
Gather your nest of vipers
Witness your destruction as it unfolds
Hatred for mankind,
your victims unknowingly chose to burn before you
Deceived by your brightness, false angel of light
Submit to God and resist the enemy
Rendered powerless he will flee
Time has come
Truth unfolds
The lion comes for his prey
The mighty will bow in shame
As the smoke of their torment rises forever,
pride is crushed, the humble exalted
No more death
No more misery
No pain
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb,
who bore the weight of fallen man,
from His throne to the depths of Hell
Son of Man
No more sacrifice
Worthy is the Lamb
Can you see me in this hell?
Trapped inside and trying to escape
The voices never stop
You worthless piece of trash
My wailing pleads of sorrow fuel my hate for weakness
The bitterness never ends
I lay here on my back behind my fickle shield of strength
I am broken
Will you help me?
What is this that I have become?
So far removed from what God made me to be
Why do I have to live in so much pain?
I try to do good since I was a child
But this internal enemy
Monster inside
It kills me
Molests me every night
What good is a wretch like me?
Broken and made cold
Oh God just let me die
I stick the gun in my mouth and try to do it,
but memories keep flooding
in of a mother who loved her son
Abba God in heaven
I have not given up
I don't know what You see in me
But I have not stopped fighting
Can you see me in this hell?
Trapped inside and trying to escape
The voices never stop
Uou worthless piece of trash
My wailing pleads of sorrow fuel my hate for weakness
The bitterness never ends