I can't be further away from endless life
Oh my god stars flash before my eyes
I'm slowly fading into my memories
So slowly fading tonight's the last you'll ever see
So slowly dreaming the last time
Oh my god so many people leaving me behind
Oh my god remember all those things you tried to hide
So slowly fading tonight's the last you'll ever see
So slowly dreaming the last time
Slowly fading I know you're slowly dreaming
As the mind evolves menaces are born.
As the needles turn innocence is torn.
Wake, wake, wake.
They find all things tiring.
In time they'll find a reason to hide their devotion.
Desperate defiance,
such a complex rage inside us all.
This structured raw submission,
such a killer free to lose control.
Alliance between the cold,
and the one's we'll never know.
Alliance defined by a harsh society.
Dangerous alliance,
such defiant menaces are born.
This structured raw submission,
such reluctant innocence in torn.
Liar always. Liar, liar.
Patient, patient, patient.
Defiant.
Nascent, nascent, nascent.
Nascent, a killer is born.
Desperate defiance,
such a complex rage inside us all.
This structured raw submission,
such a killer free to lose control.
Now show your hands, your hands
You have no right to complicate
Now show your hands, your hands
You have no right to complicate
You put to me in your defense
A circumstance in evidence
That’s what you said
To me it seems you advertised
It’s your chosen last book
Gave you everything
All you need to make your decision
Keep these wounds open for you
Now they’re closing
Scars remind me every moment
Revolve alone, Revolve alone
Revolve alone, Revolve alone
All I said I meant it
Confused by the mire
We stride relentlessly
All I said I meant it
Now show your hands, your hands
You have no right to complicate
Now show your hands, your hands
You have no right to complicate
Revolve alone become defenseless
All I ever said
Before the moment
Twisting words inside my head
All I ever said
Take back everything, all I wanted
All I ever needed was here
So my demons your time has come
You will find me lay here
You and I both entwined
How refined an encounter
You ignite within my mind
With one desire
When it falls into place
Rush of fear takes over
Suddenly you succumb to impatience
And Surrender
So my demons your time has come
Well I swear we are in limited landscapes
Well I swear the tide swallows me, you’re in denial
Don’t you know how you’re feeling?
Breathe in (Breathe in) Reach out
The ocean swells, the ocean keeps me safe
Don’t you know how to keep, keep me safe?
Disgrace! Is this how you plan on treating yourself?
Breathe in (Breathe in) Reach out
The ocean swells, the ocean keeps me safe.
You’re in denial.
Don’t you know how you’re feeling?
Don’t you know how you’re feeling?
Don’t you think it’s been long enough?
Don’t you know how you’re feeling?
You’re in denial.
Don’t you think it’s been long enough?
Open your mind before the impossible (Oh) consumes us all
(So) So many people. Don’t close your eyes
Give me just one moment
Through the eyes of the one in
A picture perfect moment
In the life of the one who is
Something better, more than
Anything i will ever be
Give me just one second
Just to touch what I'll never own
Let me count those feelings
Of love that i will never share
Show me your compassion
In the dark of this world
I would give it all
For one taste of it
Of everything
I would give it all
To become you
Well i finally found out
That this world
This whole worlds a lie
And ill try
I would give it all to become you
[Instrumental]
I became so sick of it all
The feelings we found and the time that we shared
The passion compared is no less divine
In my mind are the swells that encompass the pain
And the vision of her oh the feelings of pain
And the memories that were now are gone
Why should it have to end this way?
Will they all just turn and forget us?
There’s only one thing left to find, look around
Oh and when my light is lost and spent
Turn the pages
It’s your chosen last book
Gave you everything
All you need to make your decision
Keep these wounds open for you
Now they’re closing
Scars remind me every moment
We’d had enough of satisfying lust
And our intentions were so pure and innocent
Pay the fool with life and he will find a way
Play the fool
Wish that you had never begun this endeavour
Now light is gone
And around and around and around
(Wish that you had never begun this endeavour)
(Now light is gone)
Wish that you had never…
Don't you look at me with those eyes
I hate them, why do they lie?
Run away from me
Patient fortunate survivor
Head for safety within your mind
Pray for safety within numbers
Don't you look at me with those eyes
I'll break you, I will survive
Get away from me
Don't you come near with those eyes
I'll break you, just get away from me
Just get away from me, get away from me
Patient unrefined defender
Make for danger without caution
Pray for safety within numbers
Flames burn down,
Engulf forever
Inside your soul
Don't you believe?
A deep engrained lust for possession
Modern sundowns break me
I like to watch things burn down, soft and gently
I need to watch her abused 'til I'm satisfied
Never...never
See tonight through bloodshot eyes
I'll wait until you can see me here
Left so long alone
Undressed tonight, forsaken skin
You mean nothing, nothing
No you mean nothing to me
Won't you feel bad while you're trashing out?
Makes me feel sick to know she's had enough
Time and time again
You see tonight through bloodshot eyes
You mean nothing, nothing
No you mean nothing at all
I'll never say a word of this I swear, I swear
Never...never
I hope you know
I live tonight through methadone highs
This life is over
Souvenirs sustain life
Souvenirs of flesh and bone
Waste them all for wealth and gain
When the time comes you'll know
Machinery dredge the sea
All that's left is memory
All the time they lie to me they suffocate
All the time they're suffering
So when will it end?
It breaks my heart to watch
As we rip this world we have apart
Kill for pleasure
Seven wonders of our history
Endless pleasure
Satisfaction is reality
Careful pleasure
No protection of ancestry
Guilty pleasure
Machinery dredge the sea
All that's left is memory
No, no, no, no
Machinery bled the sea
You protect this misery
Sacrifice
No
Sacrifice
Machinery dredge the sea
All that's left is memory
All the time they lie to me they suffocate
All the time they're suffering
So when will it end?
[Bonus Track]
Why are you leaving?
You trust me...
Because I'm lying!
Only a fool...
Would be this kind to me...
(You...)
Breaking the rules...
To show you how to play...
This honest affair...
Lost in shadow
(HOLLOW!)
Before it's too late...
Lost and shallow
Swallow your pride!
Lost in shadow
(HOLLOW!)
We cannot forgive you
Soft and shallow
We are so independent and useless and hollow...
We are all so inglorious, worthless and hollow...
I'm a surrogate
I'm archetypal and itinerant
I'm your excuse to long
For a superior
I will undertake
I will overcome
Imperfection you will find
Look close enough
Tear off the mask I need
This endeavor is not mine
You subject me to the daggers you conceive
I'm stronger than I was before
Thus you reinforce these walls
I can't fight you anymore
Threatened by the open door
All the chances I ignore
I can't stand still anymore
The day is done
Nothing left to say
Resting head in hands
Wishing I had known my place
To take a stand
The errand of a fool
I'm not to reprimand
I'm here to help you through
Is nothing like it seems?
Living in this sequence, a dream
Is nothing like it seems?
Gather broken shards of self esteem
Burning bridges as I cower beneath
Trying to salvage the debris
My devotion tied around your waist lest you fall
no one seems to sense the strain
No one seems to know
I don't begin to proclaim that I know
I can't continue down this road
Dwelling on what has come to pass
no force alive will bring it back
I would know
I can feel the pressure getting steeper with every life lost
You hope that I won't see the light of day in time to come
With no conviction founded
Just judgement contorted based on lust
Give me strength
Your assumption brings to a conclusion of no consequence
and I refuse to play into your hands for your appeal
Inadequate, Inadequate
I know
I know
I know
I know
I've hoped
I've hoped
you'll see me
Turn back time
Reason why
Break neck speed
History
Waiting (waiting)
Waning (waning)
Exasperating
Unstrung
Tethered
Hoping forever
No! I tried to settle bets with my own soul
Bless my lips for the first time before you don't
Gripping to the last touch of your hand I grow to loathe
Hope that you remember just how far I'll go
I'll spend the rest of my life wishing I'm enough
Resist.
Resist.
Resist.
Resist.
Resist.
Resist.
Climb
You're dehydrated
Fly
Your wings are jaded
Cry
You're enervated
Die
For what you believe in
Try
You've nearly made it
Why?
You're the plague within my dreams
Soaring through an atmosphere of an adequate lack of strength
And we're responsible
The truth is that it will end here
Denial's an impairment of your fear
Can we save us from ourselves?
This is the saviour and its form
You can break through
Wake me up
Tell me it's gone
False hope sells lies I won't buy
We are still one
Let's attempt escape
Melancholia will feed
We'll admit defeat
The Vox Populi will cease
The air is thickening
We are drifting
What's done is done
One more second chance would be enough
Only on the brink can we see so clearly
Wake me up
Turn your back on everything
Banging heads with prophecy
Lavish in uncertainty
Who will I be?
How will I live to tell what I have seen?
Must I endure the hell that comes with the peace?
An equilibrium of god's own release
What does it all mean?
How can he justify?
How can we breathe
When the stagnancy's choking me?
How can we dream?
The nightmare
The reality
How do you sleep at night?
Take this doubt and fear to your grave
This life of stone
The hand of god I'm too tempted to bribe
I'm getting old and growing paralyzed
We're all alone
Until we let our minds take to the skies
Our blood runs cold yet we remain alive
What's the confliction between heart and mind?
How to bridge the void?
Fuse the two in kinship
To understand your prospects and vistas
And yet to see the love here too
It's more than I can do
Vows and pursuits which at best hollow
I remain torn in two
Just seize the moment
Sabotage the lines
Life turns on a dime
Please cease the torment
It's weighing on my mind
The pressure you apply won't hold
Lavish in uncertainty
Turn your back on everything
I won't deny
My mind has wandered to the other side
Follow the light
The beauty of explosions in the sky
I've breached the silence
I reek of sin
A rift in the forked road I grow to dread
Don't cry to me
I'm not a friend
To those who dwell on the dead
Detox sunrise
There's a crevice in my hope
The scale
The means
The end won't stop overwhelming me
No light at the end of the tunnel
The fear
The doubt
The dark won't cast shadow over me
I'm broken
You're broken
As the crescent grows
As the light returns
Can we face a new beginning?
Such a retrospective obsession
What emerges from this seed?
No one's to know
The endless possibilities
Continue to grow
I fight my way through soil and stone
Born to this world
Am I to face it all alone?
In solitude?
Crawling through the furrows deep
I sense the storm waiting for me at the peak
Marching to the drums of
War won't suffice
Will not satisfy
Value your life?
Turn back now while there's time
Change your mind
Find a resolve of peaceful kind
We won't fight only to survive
My back
Your knife
That's the price you have laid upon your lives
I know
It's too late
Can't redeem
My respect
You don't know what it costs
All this work will be lost
You deserve all you get
[Instrumental]
No
Don't
Give me your hand
I can save you from the fall
Go
I'm in your shadow
Run until your feet are aching to the bone
I see you looking back at me
As this might be the end of me
Misfortune in my history
And even more awaiting me
Tired of such controversies
Sometimes I long for sweet release
I've found a place that welcomes me
A greener grass and bluer sea
Free from all the sudden grief
No clenching fists no gritting teeth
I feel the freedom as I breathe
A nature and its calm relief
It all comes to life right before your eyes
And I wander through ideals
Reflecting all I know and how it falls into focus
It seems my progression lays behind this wall
So I plant a seed and lead erosion to the wall
And lead erosion to it all
And I'll be here
Looking for purpose in the sun
And I'll be ever here
The horizon bears such a beauty
We'll never know how much we can't see
Your atheist terse solemnity
It bruises me
And it all comes to life
Why do I still feel?
Dead inside
I think I've seen a million sights
And then I see that I'm still a child
How could I have been so blind to firmly believe there is no choice
I'm so aware that you are just as equally cauterized as I
Is this for me?
Another flame to tarnish my every chance
Wait inside the fire
Talking in my sleep,
cursing through my teeth, sweating in the heat
Stuck inside this dream of darkening frustration
Liars in my dream, I'm frightened and I'm weak, there's nothing left for me
And the visions I endure are simply entertainment
Dark figures chasing me, I hear the wolf that cries, see them multiply
You're ablaze behind the eyes; they burn into my memory
A sudden sense of hope, the virtue of my ghost, you're another ugly host
And I can't believe that you would just deny everything
I choose to live free
It took a second warning then I said goodbye
With tainted eyes I need to believe
It took a little longer to sympathise
And you were hoping I would give in to you
I won't dance because you want me to
No romance; deep down I only want to be the same
Now there's nowhere left to hide
Game of chance; I roll the dice for you
Hopeless glance; deep down I only want to be the same
Now there's nowhere left to hide
The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return
I'm living such a life; therein lies your problem
Imperfect, circular, entropy the fatal conclusion
With a little sympathy it'll burn inside, let the fires decide
Imperfect and circular
I won't comfort you; no it won't be the same
There's nowhere left to hide
And I won't comfort you; no it won't be the same
There's nowhere left to hide
And I won't comfort you; no it won't be the same
There's nowhere left to hide
Is there something I should know
Of the colours that you show?
I remember those words
In the back of my mind
There is an old phantom
It isn't a secret this mind's shrouded in history
It isn't a secret this mind spirals in disarray
It isn't a secret this mind shudders in mystery
It isn't a secret I find terror in memory
Come close. Don't be afraid,
It's stranger than you think
Desperately opiate, weary
Feverish host to us, teary eyed
History hexes us
History hexes us
Don't look. Don't think
Don't feel. Don't move. Don't breathe
Don't make a sound. It lives. It breathes
In my conscious mind
(Rosebud don't change)
It isn't a secret this mind's shrouded in history
It isn't a secret this mind spirals in disarray
It isn't a secret this mind shudders in mystery
It isn't a secret I find terror in memory
I live and breathe again
These gory locks, don't you dare forget them
Don't you dare.
Don't you dare.
History hexes us
I breathe again
History hexes us
I live again
Will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow?
Will I disappear?
Will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow?
Will I disappear until I can't feel the light?
Will I disappear with a memory of your sorrow?
Will I disappear until I can't feel the light?
Ten years of hope have past
You felt alone and pictured life a little differently
And people say that life has just begun
You waited patiently, a lotus in the sun
You radiate for me in luminescent light
And people say that life has just begun
When you're not a part of me I feel dead inside
Disturbed; will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow
Until I can't feel the light?
Disturbed; when I get the feeling I've been here before
On the abandoned road
Ten years of sorrow passed
No pleasure in the sun
You couldn't cope in all honesty
The secrets of the past will come undone
Seasons of change elapse
Honour no mistrust
Faithfully until the day you die
And people say the journey's just begun
When you're not a part of me I feel dead inside
Disturbed; will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow
Or will I fall?
Disturbed, when I get the feeling I've been here before
Disturbed, will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow
Or will I fall?
Disturbed, when I get the feeling I've been here before
On the abandoned road
I'll wait for you; run wild and aspire
Thrive, burn young fire
When you say "fight back" our love won't tire
Unweathered and untethered light
I promise you and I will see it through
You lay dreaming
No time to sleep as I begin to weep
Life is fleeting
I tighten fast inside your tourniquet
Stop the bleeding
Your tenderness, your softened skin
All I needed
Your love is my tourniquet
Learn to rise, contain the pressure
This was supposed to be no miracle
Bow down because I'm under pressure once again
I promise you, I promise you
Take my strength
I honour you with everything
Take my strength
I promise you and I will see it through
You lay dreaming?
The endless light you shine on me
All I needed
Broken mirror on the wall,
you give no reflection of me at all
Your wicked ways I won't understand, intoxicating weaker men
Rusting scissors in the drawer pull me closer to a life no more
Why am I so confused, unimpressed and unamused?
No, something's not right. Open your arms to the sky. Focus the light
It's a combination of numbers, oh and a set of missing keys
I've been painting pictures but the colors disagree
And bad things come in threes
The wind is blowing
I am falling through a hurricane as buildings tear up from the ground
No way of knowing where I'm going,
circulating through the wildest night
Given to the sudden urges for more
Something's not right. Open your arms to the sky. Focus the light
I've been, I've been painting pictures
I can't, I just can't taste of freedom
I've been, I've been painting pictures
Stuck in a room full of voices, with nobody to be seen
I can sense the danger as the colors now agree
And the picture is obscene
The wind is blowing
I am falling through a hurricane as
buildings tear up from the ground
I can't, I just can't taste of freedom
I've been, I've been painting pictures
Tempted and enticed, I neglected Eden
You know that I can’t, I just can’t (can’t) taste the freedom
Give me forgiveness, total regression, remedy
Double the vision, triple the tension, trickery
Total division, given destruction, synergy
Double the vision now
Give me devotion, total remission, remedy
Double the vision, triple the tension, trickery
Total division, given destruction, synergy
Give me devotion now
Give me forgiveness, total regression, remedy
Double the vision, triple the tension, trickery
Total division, given destruction, synergy
Double the vision, how?
You exist and you're a friend of mine
Will we ever live in harmony?
You're alive; it's not the end of the line
Will we ever learn?
Cynical; the generations were abandoned here
No life is ever fair
When the mechanical fires are raging
The revolution's here
I can breathe again. I choose to never let go or lose control
See through the sights of a rifle
Live through the eyes of a child
Walk through the mind of minor to extol
I must change because I've been chasing shadows
Change. Immersed in the night, desperate and taken
Change. Run with the pride of a lion
You exist and you're a friend of mine
Will you ever live in harmony?
You're alive; it's not the end of the line
Will we ever learn?
I'm a failure; I'm the wreckage in the storm
I'm enlightened; unafraid I am reborn
Cynical; the generations were abandoned here
No life is ever fair
When the mechanical fires are raging
The revolution's here
Your smile's giving me all that you know
I'm your design
Voices explode in the dark
Don't shoot the messenger
It's not our fault
Your words weighing me down
Smother me
I'm your design
Do you know
I'd take an empty road?
But it's too dangerous to explore
Is your world much safer than before
Because I don't feel whole?
Destroy entire worlds
Enter into the sound
I'll behave for you
Casting fear into doubt
I was made for you
Apathetic interaction
Another distraction
A lack of compassion
For the weak that you don't see
Hopelessly I
Can you see the flood?
Can you feel the urgency?
Can you see the sunset
Behind the willow tree?
Apathetic interaction
Another distraction
A lack of compassion
For the weak that you don't see
No little secrets left to compare
No feelings left for me to dare
No worries left for me to despair, only emptiness
Enticed by the familiar candlelight I see swaying up ahead
You ask, "Was it all for nothing, do you trust in me...are you special?"
You're the menace of the night, inquisitive to my request
And I ask, "Do you have the discretion, assiduity, freedom?"
I knew that it was wrong to believe I was letting go
And I can't deal with the vice below
And I knew that it was wrong; I denied you all along
You dissipate while I became an isolated fool
I am the prisoner
You disappear while I'm left here stuck in isolation
This is abandoned love
You dissipate. I'm full of hate without a hope and vision
To disappear into a cage of solitude; this is abandoned love
You dissipate without a hope and vision
You are the prisoner
You disappear into isolation
Build your cages
Cage of solitude
Build your cages
Cage of solitude
Here I can breathe again
I left it all behind to watch the days go by
Now I can breathe again
I choose to never let go
So take your time, concentrate
Know the clock is ticking - don't be late
Stand your ground, do your worst
Fragile frame, minor world
Take your time, prove your worth
Don't look behind, you'll make it worse
Why won't you forgive me?
I was so alone, soaking to the bone
How could you forgive me?
Was I pitiful, unforgivable?
Unholiest, irreverent, immoral son
Ungodly one
You could raise the dead
With those terribly troublesome eyes
Maybe you'll always be bad
Maybe you'll always be the same
Are you alone, locked inside
That prison in your head?
You walk through the crowd
Lost in the sound
Invisible to every passing eye
This waking life is not what it seems to be
No time to talk, no air to breathe
Reminisce the scent of a single flower
What butchers cleave, the wolves devour
But if you consume it you will surely die
When you're buried with your tenderness
You'll take it to your solitary grave
Are you alone, locked inside
The prison of your head?
You walk through the crowd
Lost in the sound
Invisible to every passing eye
Invisible to every passing eye
You died within me
The boatmen came to sail me down the river
Bind me up with visions of a blind man
I operate this way
Turn nothing into gold
Death on such an ugly day
You dine like a king on top of the world
You show us all
That forgiveness is the weakest call
And now revenge
Against that grudge inside your tiny head
Remove the crown of absolution
Let the retribution fly
The king has all the king has all
But words can kill and maim and take their toll
And you massacre my dreams at night
And eat away at every thought
Until we take control
The king has all totalitarian and carnivore
Bow down submit to me and kiss the ground
Until it's safe to breathe and coexist again
Bow down submit to me and kiss the ground
Until it's safe to live and coexist again
They're taking away the freedom to be just you
They're taking away the freedom to be just you
They're taking away the freedom to be just you
They're taking away the freedom to be just you
But the sun always shines for you
They're taking away the freedom to be just you
You'd kill to find me
But the crown above my head is deadly
They're taking away the freedom to be just you
They're taking away the freedom to be just you
I can't be farther away from endless light
One voice in the light
Silence and clarity, obvious destiny
One heart, one mind
All the silhouettes that pass us by
The sound of shrieks and familiar cries
Will vanish into the illusion
No serenity, never compromise
There's no dignity as you fraternize
With your delusions
So set me free, take all you need
And I will wait
Together we're jaded
And now we're renovated
Wings of flames are burning the wreckage of my life
At last I've terrified us, set fire to the stars at night
They can't be this far, the judgement now begins
A being from the inside
Vanishing into thin air
My body hits the floor
I'm smaller than before
Crisis lit up above
Emergency report
I watch them dancing
Oh, the fireflies at war gather
Oh, the damage that's been done, paid for
Won't you reveal yourself to me?
As I rise above the deep
Won't you reveal yourself to me?
Oh
Oh, the fireflies above gather
Oh, the damage that's been done, paid for
Now won't you save yourself for me?
Won't you save yourself for me?
Oh
Mindless eyes
Tightening veins beneath my skin
Forming shapes within my dreams
Jaded thought, it rips my throat
I live under my skin
I suppose you pray for me
I'm tainted in slumber
I'm tainted in slumber
The feelings that I have
For you, but keep them deep inside
Deep in the heart
From deep within my skin
There's not that much time for you
This time I'm afraid to wander the world
I'm not sure, I don't think so
I will pretend
To live without my skin
I will pretend
To live without my skin
Take another piece of me
And it just might be enough to drag me under
Beneath the waves
Take another bite from this
Loveless corpse
Take another bite from me
And wait your turn
It just might be enough to drag me under
Take another bite from this
Loveless corpse
And it just might be enough to drag me under
As the dust begins to fall
I see an image of it all
It keeps me awake, keeps me awake
Separated from the earth
Lights flicker then are burned
It keeps me awake, keeps me awake
Lightning struck into a mirror image of the truth
It keeps me awake, oh, it keeps me awake
The stars begin to fall, a meditation to absolve
It keeps me awake, oh, it keeps me awake
I'm half crazy
Searching for the sight of you
Hoping that you'd pull me through
The hand of God you forced me to
I'm half crazy
Longing for the love of you
Begging on my knees to you
Weeping for the honest truth
I've been dreaming
Love is not an endless thing
Anxious to ignore our feelings
Love is not an endless thing
I've been dreaming
Love is not an endless thing
Anxious to ignore our feelings
Love is not an endless thing
Calm down, don't run again
I'll soothe you, I'm mechanical
Brave soldier, kill again
Before we all expire
Think for yourself
And be the renegade
Don't give in to him
And his ugly ways
I can feel you getting closer
I can sense you start to smile
I see colossal eyes
There's a shadow on the sun
And no wonder why
Drain all the sick away
You've proven you are an animal
Stalking me, you are a mannequin
Your form is menacing
This is another one of his ways
To control me
I can feel you getting closer
I can sense you start to smile
I see colossal eyes
There's a shadow on the sun
And no wonder why
You wasted so much damn time on it
You wasted half your damn life
Now watch it fall to damn pieces, pieces
It's not about the love, you know
I can't turn on the water
Too many torn apart and thrown aside
In pieces, pieces
You wasted so much damn time on it
You wasted half your damn life
Now watch it fall to damn pieces, pieces
You wasted so much damn time on it
You wasted half your damn
Life