Dream on Dreamer

Albums

Heartbound - 2011

Heartbound Downfall A Path Of Its Own For What You Believe In Taking Chances, Breaking Free Blinded To The Lost Come Home True Love Lifestream Midnight Thoughts A Thousand Miles

Loveless - 2013

Loveless The World In Front Of Me Infinity Foundations Hear Me Out Neverlove Moving On, Moving Far Evol Black Maine The Tracks We Leave Behind

Songs Of Soulitude - 2015

Souls On Fire Vertigo Society To Anxiety Malice Snowpiercer Innocence Delirium Open Sun Pariah Violent Pictures

It Comes And Goes - 2018

Let It In Voices Runaway Stay Same Old War Shine Drag Me Down Don't Lose Your Heart Paper Thin Tell Me Why

lyrics

Heartbound - 2011

-Heartbound-

Did you ever feel that there's somebody else
Who controls our lives and guides our way?
Someone who would love a life of one or another,
Perceiving smiles of faces with unfamiliar names.
My blurred vision couldn't see what was right in front of me

What was right in front of me.

Grey seemed matching to my frame of mind.
Head full of clouds and angry eyes.

We disregard the real heart
Choose elegance as a satisfaction
Where does it lead us? Tell me where it will lead us.
Where do we go from here.

Strangers come alive at night when colours try to hide
As long as we will fight for a new day, for a better day.

Strangers come alive at night when colours try to hide
As long as we will fight for a new day, for a better day.

Now the sky will lead the way.
Even when you feel like running away
Or knowing that everything will be okay,
To not follow what everyone says.

I'll touch what you saw in colour,
But to me it's just a part of my path.
And I'll make sure it's under cover,
Cause you won't take this all in.

I watched the blind see what other can't witness.
Seen the eyes of thousands, broke and helpless.
I heard the deaf listen to the change of tomorrow.
What does it take to overcome the fear and sorrow?

Will we ever lighten up?
Will we ever comprehend our meaning in life?
My soul, my soul, my soul will lighten up the sky.

-Downfall-

When the dark throws you down, and you learn to survive
You wake up and remember what it's like to be alive.

When I'm the sun, I'll count the worlds and make them mine.

I'm sick of making all the same mistakes over (and over) again
Will I ever be left alone to mend?
I'll never make all the same mistakes over and over again
Now I've seen what I could become
And I don't want to.

I carried these burdens for too long.
Went along with all the mess.
But it has made me who I am today,
Still standing after all these years.

We are the living dead
We are the living dead
We are the living dead

I know that this life is in our hands
And I know that we wont last forever
But let's make this chance our last.
Don't be scared of any new endeavors

When I'm the sun,
I'll count the worlds and make them mine.
Because when I'm the sun,
I'll count the worlds and make them mine.
I'm sick of making all the same mistakes over (and over) again
Will I ever be left alone to mend?
I'll never make all the same mistakes over and over again
Now I've seen what I could become,
I don't want to become that no more.
I'm over it, and I'm over it all...

Stop pretending our world will keep turning.

-A Path Of Its Own-

Searching for what’s too hard to find.
Expressing me being left behind.
All I ever wanted,
Has opened its eyes.

On my own for so many years.
Been trapped, been chased, been fighting fears.
I’ve seen the dead with its fake blushed smile ahead.
I choose to follow my dreams instead.

So who the fuck do you think you are?

I won’t float away, won’t let this grief abandon me.
Giving up our hearts, for the life we dedicate.

I've seen the dead with its fake blushed smile ahead.

On my own for so many years.
Been trapped, been chased, been fighting fears.
I’ve seen the dead with its fake blushed smile ahead.
I choose to follow my dreams instead.

I won’t float away, won’t let this grief abandon me.
Giving up our hearts, for the life we dedicate.

On my own for so many years.
Been trapped, been chased, been fighting fears.
I’ve seen the dead with its fake blushed smile ahead.
I choose to follow my dreams instead.

I won’t float away, won’t let this grief abandon me.
Giving up our hearts, for the life we dedicate.

-For What You Believe In-

All that’s said.
Has nothing to do with the way I want to see the world

And now what’s left?
I can’t find the answers to
The questions in my head

You know we’ve seen it all.
We met the ones that live no more.
Deceived your children you said you loved
Fooled the ones that stood up for you.
Your light will shine on, until everyone receives
The hidden words of a million hearts.
Behold your faith and carry on

They make no sound, when they’re coming after you
And I can’t hear you screaming out my name.

Conquer the flags and capture your legs.
Stand for what you believe in.

Conquer the flags and capture your legs.
The only ones that keep you from breathing.

Stand for what you believe in.
The only ones that keep you from breathing.

Breathe in, breathe out
Behold your true faith and carry on

Read the headlines…
What they say is anything but real.

Now listen to what they tell you
Nothing else will be retold
These are the terms they gave you
Walk away without a soul

Because voices remain and mark your names.

If you take your hands from your eyes
You don’t know where we have been and died tonight
With your eyes shut and reinforced
They won’t stop until you pray for gold.
As they begin to introduce their stories
Enlighten all their bodies.
What they do is pull you in,
Have we forgotten how to deal with them?

We’re victims of stories
That don’t make sense to us.

And we are victims of stories,
That don’t make any fucking sense.

-Taking Chances, Breaking Free-

Burning passion against your gunfights.

We are the new bred hope
Minds wide focused on an endless road.

Never strayed from our path.
Don’t forget that we came, stayed and will forever last.

The only difference between you and me
Is that you were scared of where you would be.

I’m holding this child and call it love
Grab our history that we were tired of.

I’m holding this gift and call it life.
After breaking chains everything becomes alive.

Everything becomes alive.

Have you ever believed in something?
Listened to tongues that shouldn’t mean anything.

It goes on and on and I felt so alone
As I grew up and grew old life began to unfold
Heavy hearts filled with hope and the truth will be
That there is something there but nothing wrong with me.

And the truth will be
That there is nothing wrong with me.

With my head against those walls.
My eyes were covered, my hands tied up
And I’m still the same as I used to be,
Sailing oceans just to be seen.

Taking chances, breaking free.

There’s one thing that I never did, its called giving up.

It goes on and on and I felt so alone
As I grew up and grew old life began to unfold
Heavy hearts filled with hope and the truth will be
That there is something there but nothing wrong with me.

And the truth will be that there is nothing wrong with me.

-Blinded-

I was trapped in my own prison cell
Couldn’t get out any other way.
Every night I tried to find the key for
What’s locked up inside of me.

When questions running through your head
No answers, everything is still left unsaid, still left unsaid.
How long will you ever pull through this?
How long will it take for me to relearn how to live?
Can we ever live again…

I’ve been controlled
And I had it all
But the only thing I’ve been longing for
Is the heart that I can’t hold

Someone please pull my head out of the sand
I’m getting worried that I keep losing track
Running circles but it’s all in my mind
So tell me why is my heart not dying inside

Looking back to months and months
Spent every single day
Trying to keep up, trying to fight,
Trying to get away.

Am I better off without you?

When I believed everything was working for me.
I was worn out, besieged by those who betrayed.

I was too blind to see, too scared to leave.
I was everything I never ever wanted to be.

With my head held high, I walked miles for nothing.
But still remembered, everything is worth something.

Every day seemed like it had to be
Put down, remembered in history.

-To The Lost-

This is what I had left when the sun began to fade.
This is all I ever felt would bring the fear in your eyes.
This is what I had left when the sun began to fade.
This is what I had kept in mind as we began to rise.

Do you believe we are the only ones?
Seems like we are the only ones,
Who accept everything and get told nothing

Will it be the same as it always was
Is it something that I always dreamt it could but never was.
Too many things remain untold
Don’t hide your tongues. Don’t hide at all.

Can you see what’s changed, it won’t stay the same
And now you take away the things I always dreamt about.
Too many things remain untold
Don’t hide your tongues. Don’t hide at all.

This isn’t a joke for me, this is me not knowing what to believe.

You will stand your ground as the sky comes down.
You will stand your ground as the sky comes down.

Question everything.

I do not fear failure
Even when screamed it in my face
I’ve traveled on nothing to nowhere
I’m here to hear my faith

I do not fear failure
Even when screamed in my face
So I’ll adapt you to all my surroundings
And thank all who took my place

Will it be the same as it always was
Is it something that I always dreamt it could but never was.

Too many things remain untold
Don’t hide your tongues. Don’t hide at all.

Could you see what’s changed, it won’t stay the same
And now you take away the things I always dreamt about.

Too many things remain untold
Don’t hide your tongues. Don’t hide at all.

Take to the skies, with your brothers
Question everything, question everything
Sing to the lost, with each other.
And you will love again, and you will love again.

-Come Home True Love-

When every heart that you loved has gone insane,
When the smoke in your lungs doesn’t feel the same,
And the pain in your head just won't go away
When souls don’t remember your fucking name

Every word that you spat out was a single mistake
Are we just cursed or dead? There’s no room to escape
With lights shining bright and no goals to make,
Was everything I asked too much guilt to take?

You made me hate what I used to fucking love
Made up stories that seemed like they were send straight from above

They can’t measure heart,
When love isn’t what I want

Yet I’m still here shaking
Yet I’m still here believing
How can they measure my heart?
Does it go off the love or how many times I’ve been a broken man?
Or how many times you left me here

When home doesn’t feel like home,
Did you ever look at a picture of yourself?
It’s not the person that I see now
And home doesn’t feel like home
No more, that stranger is you

It’s time for letting go…
Of everything I loved about you to
be washed away by those dreams and
Grabbed by better hearts I should have known right from the start

Of everything I loved about you to
be washed away by those dreams
Grabbed by better hearts I
should have known from the start

My hands around depression
My past to the crows

With both feet on the ground
I wont pick you up this time
Drowned everything I knew would hold me down.

You picked up the stones which were meant to stay forever
You teared down walls that were built to stay strong together

I've written songs about you
I wasted nights dreaming about you
I told the whole fucking world about you
Spent every day thinking about you‚
About you.

-Lifestream-

I see the world as an entire
When I’m most alone.
I’ll walk a mile,
Just to take the throne.

We all have one wing,
But together we can fly away
I see myself doubting everything,
And everyone because it’s you
I sing this song to now.
I’ll walk alone as this is what life’s like now.
The cold will never be so cold, this is because of you
This is because of you.

There’s no life with clean breaks.
Or no chance we can’t take.
Forgiveness lies too deep
To be vanished away.

So flawless from the outside.
Never trust a stranger.
Farewell to our hearts
Remember the so called desire
A brand new spirit destiny,
Won’t let my mind play tricks on me.
Closed chapters, opened curtains
To let myself be focused.

Through coldest nights we found ourselves marching.
Summer nights were meant to save us,
And stop us from aching.
I don’t need another tragic ending,
No time for precious glorifying.
What’s left in me will be better shortly.

I learnt too much, I’ve seen it all
Was love suppose to feel like this?
I can only run away
Let my past drown inside of me.
Let go and leave it all behind.
There’s no life with clean breaks.
No chance we can’t take.
Forgiveness lies to deep
To be vanished away.

When you piece it all together
Fragments of affection, come crawling back together
It will never stop unless you make it,
And grab the chances you have so take it.

-Midnight Thoughts-

SHOW ME WHAT MY DREAMS ARE MADE OF!

Believe me, we're coming home
We keep marching cause we're heading north
With the sun, guiding into every song
I swear we won't fail, we be taking too long
We shape our world with hands of stone
No matter how far we've come
Sleepless nights are our closest friends
With no clouds above my head
Keep singing,

In your own head, you feel the light dim fast
Find it and look no further
Deep inside, hiding from yourself
I won't hold you back no longer

What we said we want, we said we could
What you said we were, we ended up being
What we said we want, we said we could
What you said we were, we ended up being

When you burn for something
You're left with nothing
When you burn for something
You're left with nothing

When I swallow the fire, it doesn't burn no more
When I swallow the fire, it doesn't burn no more
It only sets alight the sparkle, in order to end this war
When I swallow the fire, it doesn't burn no more
It only sets alight the sparkle, in order to end this war

Show me what my dreams are made of

Believe me, we're coming home
We keep marching cause we're heading north
With the sun, guiding into every song
I swear we won't fail, we be taking too long
We shape our world with hands of stone
No matter how far things seem to become
Sleepless nights are our closest friends
With no clouds above my head
Keep singing

When you burn for something
You're left with nothing

-A Thousand Miles-

Making my way downtown
walking fast
faces pass
and I'm homebound
Staring blanky ahead
just making my way
making a way
through the crowd

And I need you
and I miss you
and now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
'cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you...tonight

It's always times like these
when I think of you
and I wonder if you ever think of me
'cause everything's so wrong
and I don't belong
living in your precious memory

'cause I need you
and I miss you
and now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by, oh
'cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you...tonight

And I, I don't wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I, I don't wanna let this go
I, I don't

Making my way downtown
walking fast
faces pass
and I'm homebound
Staring blankly ahead
just making my way
making a way
through the crowd

And I still need you
and I still miss you
and now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass us by
'cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you, oh

If I could fall into the sky
do you think time won't pass me by
'cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
if I can just see you
if I can just hold you...tonight

Loveless - 2013

-Loveless-

Sometimes I feel like I've been parting away
with this so called world that has been fallen asleep.
Inside me, I can hear the voices, I can hear them calling.
Every time I look death right in the eyes. I see my fears crawl back to life.
From the out do nothing is show. All love, all hope is gone.

If you were missing me I'll try to stay alone.
If your soul is free will it ever find a home?
If you were missing me I'll try to stay alone.

My state of insecurity has pulled me into darkness.
All you need is integrity and a life for the loveless.
This is the sound of the Loveless. Can you hear it?
Accept the warmth of the Loveless. Can you feel it?
There're doorways waiting for you I want you to hear this my friend.
Step into the moment of truth.

Lets rise back up again.

Your mind will lead the way

-The World In Front Of Me-

I've got the world in front of me.
We are the ones to full fill our dreams
We're the storm chasing those lies away

Are you strong enough to be leaving?
Are you old enough to believe in…

The fear is deep, the vision clear.
But what am I suppose to see?

It's all in your head, no clarity
Leave behind who you used to be.

Overcome your fears and sing
"We are the reasons for tomorrow's end"

We can change it all. We can stop this fall.
We are the children of the new world.

See you at the brightest of all skies
See you at the darkest of my nights.
Step by step I come alive
Years and years go by

I've got the world in front of me.

The fear is deep, the vision clear.
But what am I suppose to see?

It's all in your head, no clarity
Leave behind who you used to be.

Overcome your fears and sing
"We are the reasons for tomorrow's end"

We can change it all. We can stop this fall.
We are the children of the new world.

I'm ready to take on
what was put in my way.
If I hear that voice again I know
I've got the world in front of me.

Right in front of me

If you're lost and alone how am I meant to know?
Cause I'm just trying to help you out,
and every time I hear your voice
I've got the world in front of me

I still have your words in my head
They sound exactly like they used to
I'm sorry I didn't know what it was like
To be trapped and alone inside.

We are the ones to full fill our dreams
We're the storm chasing those lies away

Are you strong enough to be leaving?
Are you old enough to believe in…

-Infinity-

Remember if you feel like you're rising.
Don't let anybody bring you down.
Be proud of the life you've created.

Every breath you take is starting to make sense.
Just follow my gaze, it will lead you up to the stars.
Come down in silence and settle where the oceans are.
So hold my hand in yours and never let me go.
Stuck in the cold this time, without a heart you'll never grow.
Remember who you are when you're falling from the stars.
You've got the world to gain. So remember who you are.

When you feel held down just know in your heart.
Life is the chance to prove yourself.
Prove yourself!

So hold my hand in yours and never let me go.
Stuck in the cold this time, without a heart you'll never grow.
Remember who you are when you're falling from the stars.
You've got the world to gain. So remember who you are.

World I never wanted you to step out of your cage but it's time for you to let me in.
I said world I want to thank you for lending me your ears.
This is who I am.

What your eyes are seeing, what your soul is believing,
what your hands are feeling is created for a reason.

What your eyes are seeing, what your soul is believing,
what your hands are feeling is created for a reason.

-Foundations-

At the end of the day we are all the same.
With honesty we can achieve anything.
We can achieve anything!
Don’t waste a possibility, don’t wait for a chance to end.
Put your soul into what you love and make history instead.
Whichever way you choose to go it all happens for a reason.
We can all be there in the end, if you don’t fear to fall to hell.

I wont hide my pride anymore.
I want to fill my heart with love.

I want to see the depths in things.
All you need is persistence.
At the end of the day we are all the same.
With honesty we can achieve anything.
We can achieve anything!
Don’t waste a possibility don’t wait for a chance to end.
Put your soul into what you love and make history instead.
Whichever way you choose to go, It all happens for a reason.
We can all be there in the end, if you don’t fear to fall to hell.

Don’t just watch me rise…
Be the one who rises with me.
Don’t just watch me rise.

Don’t ever stop halfway through.
I can see the fuel to your fire.
I like the pain as the flame hits my eyes.
All the memories saved inside me, I now call mine.

-Hear Me Out-

It’s like every breath I take is a debt.
How am I going to pay it back by myself?
Like breathing without air.
How am I going to know that you’re there when you’re not?
So why can’t death set me free?
I'm breathing but I can’t believe in what I’m seeing.
When I looked into your eyes life lost its meaning.
There is no such thing as failure let my words just be your savior.
I’m still looking for the answer.
I hold my heart until the end.

Accept my flaws for life.
Accept me into your life.
Accept the person who I am will never give up this fight.
We always wake up from the deepest of our dreams just a little late.
Can you relate?
I see your backs have turned away.

When all the lights have been switched off, way too dark for you to see
That’s exactly my point when life suffocates me.
I’m always trying not to worry, everything will be fine.
I’m sick of empty promises and the fear in my eyes.

It’s like every breath I take is a debt.
How am I going to pay it back by myself?
Like breathing without air.
How am I going to know that you’re there when you’re not?
So why can’t death set me free?
Oh why can’t love stay with me.
When all the lights have been switched off, way too dark for you to see.
And the loveless walk to the edge of the world with hope to be set free.

Because I live between the pages, there’s no gain where love is lost.
I’d burn the world, just to show you I love you most.
This dream’s my one foundation, my future’s held to sleep.
The only way I know, how to set myself free.

There is one thing I’ve learned and in fact I'm quite aware.
If the world wants to see you fall it only takes one second to spare.
I’ve got my eyes wide open so treat me right.
I’ve got my hands on my heart so I feel alive.
I’ve realized that the end isn’t suicide.
I was born to live until I die.

-Neverlove-

All I fear is love.
Let the world carry you, Neverlove will save you...
What feels like the end is the start of something new.
I know my scars will never truly heal.
It haunts, it breaks me, Neverlove will never leave me

It's better to have lost you than never having loved at all.
This time I won't be there shivering right beside you.
For too long I've held these hands, followed hearts that never lived.
This time I promise you Neverlove will come and get you

All I fear is love
I know my wounds will never disappear.
It haunts, it breaks me, Neverlove will never leave me.

It's better to have lost you than never having loved at all.
This time I won't be there shivering right beside you.
For too long I've held these hands, followed hearts that never lived.
This time I promise you Neverlove will come and get you

It haunts me... It breaks me and I just can't give it away.
I want it... I need it... Neverlove will never leave me.
Embrace your memories, your past will now be seen.
Let's make history.
Neverlove will set me free.
Will set me free

All I ever feared is to love something beautiful.
It's better to have lost you than never having loved at all.
This time I won't be there shivering right beside you.
For too long I've held these hands, followed hearts that never lived.
This time I promise you Neverlove will come and get you

-Moving On, Moving Far-

I feel your presence fade away.
No, I won't give a fuck.

This is what it feels like,
When I'm climbing up your walls.
Don't ruin my progress,
Don't catch me when I fall.
A solid ground of truth.
Even though I'm on my own,
I will never pull back from the eye of the storm.

I buried the time you begged me to stay.
How could I ever think that this was the end?
I thought I could never get over this.

This is what it feels like,
When I'm climbing up your walls.
Don't ruin my progress,
Don't catch me when I fall.
A solid ground of truth.
Even though I'm on my own,
I don't feel alone right now.
Until I'm strong enough too.


If this is all I could have held onto are you really moving on.
I carried everything I couldn't leave,
I'm stronger than you know.

Something has changed in me,
About the way I feel but I won't give up.
Something has changed in me,
About the way I feel but I won't give up.

I've been alone and seen the worst,
These dreams are always keeping me awake.
I've learnt that holding onto hope
Won't ever let you down. (Down, Down)

I've learnt that holding onto hope
Won't ever let you down. (Down, Down)
It's a dream that doesn't sleep they say
So why do we dream at all?
I've been alone and seen the worst.
I've held your hand just to remind myself
How good it felt to let go.
How good it felt to let go of you.
How good it felt to let go.
How good it felt to let go of you.
How good it felt to let go.
How good it felt to let go of you.

-Evol-

I wake up,
All I want to do is shut my eyes again.

No this isn't who I am.
What on earth have I become?

You must be the light
Shining brighter from the inside.
You make love seem so alive.
Yeah I forgot what it feels like.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
If you let it go and it doesn't come back you're better off alone.

If loving you is the risk
Would you love me in return
And if you dare to let this go
You're better off alone.

Nothing, nothing can explain the way you change me.
Nothing, nothing can explain the way you change me.

I keep forgetting,
I'm relying on a dream that has no fear of hurting me.
If I go back to sleep you will haunt me again.
I see your presence lurking out from a distance.
This can't be real, oh no.
I see you staring but your face is fiction.
This can't be who I see.
You must be the light
Shining brighter from the inside.
You make love seem so alive.
Yeah I forgot what it feels like.

I'm sinking,
I'm losing hope in everything.
I keep sinking,
I keep losing hope in everything.

I keep sinking,
I keep losing hope.

-Black Maine-

Don't you take it away from me,
All the lights that shine so continuously.
You must be the one
Who lives inside me and guides my way.
Nothing is too hard to achieve
If you turn everything into an opportunity.
You show me what it means to follow my goals, to follow you home.

From struggle to a strength we become a heart of all men.
My advice is to follow you.
I'd advise you to follow through.
Somehow, I'm sure someday
I want to lift the weight of the world.
Hold it in my hands.
Feel the heat burn down my chest.

The air we breathe holds us together now.
The air we breathe in.
Where are the bright skies holding us together now.
Holding us together now.

Don't you take it away from me,
All the lights that shine so continuously.
You must be the one
Who lives inside me and guides my way.
Nothing is too hard to achieve
If you turn everything into an opportunity.
You show me what it means to follow my goals, to follow you home.

Follow you home.
Follow you home.
Follow you home.
Follow you home.

I said I'd follow you home.
All that I am is all around me.
We were born the same yet all die differently.
Don't feel threatened by a change.
Listen to the world calling your name.
For as long as we see, (For as long as we see)
For as long as we breathe, (For long as we breathe)
As long as we breathe we have the chance to make a difference. (To make a difference)

-The Tracks We Leave Behind-

As the sun comes up
I feel the marks have never worn off.
I burned my name into the cold world.
And as the daylight dies.
It goes to show what we’ve sacrificed.
These are the tracks we leave behind.

Memories of a golden time
I was a young man
Searching for the keys to my mind
And now I know when the skin falls from my bones.
I’ll be remembered from now until forever.

I look forward to a time (A time)
Where my life will be looked back on. (Back on)
When the tracks we leave behind (We left behind)
Will be used as inspiration.

It takes a while to let it go.
The only way I know for sure
That I’m alright.

There is nothing you can’t accomplish.
Look back on all the things you’ve done,
Be proud of what you’ve become.
Look back on all the things you’ve done,
Be proud of what you’ve become.

Memories of a golden time
I was a young man
Searching for the keys to my mind
And now I know when the skin falls from my bones.
I’ll be remembered from now until forever.

The greatest gift in life
Is the feeling to be recognised.
For years I’ve been screaming my lungs out.
Young at heart I’ve asked myself so many questions…

What am I capable of?
What is there to be scared of?
You need desires
stronger than anything
in order to achieve something.

In the old way with the new things that I can’t explain
I don’t want it to
Pull your mind into
But I can’t breathe
with the hatred that fills my lungs
It’s burning away my,
my, my soul

In the old way with the new things that I can’t explain
I don’t want it to
Pull your mind into
But I can’t breathe
with the hatred that fills my lungs
It’s burning away my soul
My soul,
My soul,
My soul
All my love was lost.

Songs Of Soulitude - 2015

-Souls On Fire-

Death is not the answer
We're in this together
It's dragging us down
It's pulling us apart
Don't be scared to set your soul on fire

If we fall we'll rise
We'll rise again
And if we fall we will rise again

I think I'm slipping, I tried this so carefully but
I always end up the samev Something in me doesn't want to keep repeating the same thing
You'll always end up the same
If you're not listening

Disappear from the floor to ceiling
Realize that the walls are leaving me
I found a place in my head
Realize that I'm not gone just yet
Disappear from the floor to ceiling
Realize that the walls are leaving
I met a man in my head
He said he's not ready to die just yet

Now I stand looking up again
After years of silence
Pushing on & falling back
Swimming in a
Pool of blood
On my way to hell
Through an endless sea of stars
It was cold and still
Drag me down pull me apart

Every time you feel alone
It's not the end of the world
Every time you feel alone
Just know I'm there

I think I'm slipping, I tried this so carefully
But I always end up the same
Something in me doesn't want to keep repeating the same thing
You'll always end up the same
If you're not listening

Now I stand looking up again
After years of silence
Pushing on & falling back
Swimming in a pool of blood
On my way to hell
Through an endless sea of stars
It was cold and still
Drag me down pull me apart

-Vertigo-

Voices for the voiceless
Together we can change tomorrow

We are fighting for the answers
Don't hide between the shadows
We are the voices for the voiceless
Understanding leads to progress

Wake up and see what's in front of your eyes
Express what you feel and come alive
This is a story of you, living the truth
Only life itself is bigger than you
We are the voices for the voiceless
Together we can stop this silence

I want what I shouldn't
I tried but I couldn't
It's ok to feel like no one
Knows your name
They say
"Spend time for your riches
There's no rest for the wicked"
But that's what the evil say...
It's all just a game

We're killing all our heroes
They've been hiding in the shadows
We are the voices for the voiceless
Don't be afraid, we're making progress
Wake up and see what's in front of your eyes
Express what you feel and come alive

We don't know who we are
Until we shed our skin
No more fears
No more lies
Just strong within

I want what I shouldn't
I tried but I couldn't
It's ok to feel like no one
Knows your name
They say
"Spend time for your riches
There's no rest for the wicked"
But that's what the evil say...
It's all just a game

When I thought that I was dead
It was all inside my head

Only hope brings a new light
We are the voices for the voiceless

-Society To Anxiety-

Well I’ve been running from this story for years,
The ghost keeps chasing me,
The grounds keep breaking me,
I’m not really lost, I just haven’t found it yet
There is no place on earth where no misery exists,

Let me just say, let me escape
I know I can
(I know I can)
I’ve been alone, I’ve been so scared
I know you’re there
(I know you’re there)

They said
Breathe in just a little more
They said
Breathe in just a little more
They said breathe in just a little more

This has to stop
It can’t go on like this
Just get me out of this sinking ship I’m in

Let me just say, let me escape
I know I can
(I know I can)
I’ve been alone, I’ve been so scared
I know you’re there
(I know you’re there)

It’s only pain when it hurts
It’s only night when it’s black
The only thing you’ll love is lost
And the light pulls you back

-Malice-

It seems like this road
It doesn't go anywhere
It doesn't stop
But still we have to pretend

It's okay when your heart stops
Swallow, it will feel the same
Like everybody else does
Don't cry just numb the pain
(Don't try to hide the pain)

Cause it won't stop until your heart drops out
Don't think twice just chase the sound
No it wont stop till your heart gives out
Don't lose yourself to the crowd, of here and now

We're addicted to this thing
They call medicine
It won't beat your fears nor hide your tears
We're addicted to this thing
They call medicine
It won't beat your fears nor hide your tears

Cause it won't stop until your heart drops out
Don't think twice just chase the sound
No it wont stop till your heart gives out
Don't lose yourself to the crowd, of here and now

How can you think
We're blind enough
That with broken spines
We get ourselves back up?

You separate the good from the bad,
the poor from the rich and born from the dead

We get ourselves back up
We get ourselves back up back up

-Snowpiercer-

As its passing by all the time, we're running
It's a constant climb as we forget the things we know

So where do we all go this time?
You said that I could rest awhile?
Did I get the feeling wrong
All we do is wait in line
Hoping just to lose our time
When you're on your own,
You were on your own

The streetlights on again
I walk without a name
Strangely beloved, yet unrequited,
Do you feel like you missed it

There's safety in your eyes
To walk without disguise
I was wrong and you were right
There's no need to lie

Your giving it away this time,
How could you ignore your mind?
When you were on your own,
You were on your own

I'll be careful with the soft spots I'll be smart,
If you're careful with my heart.
Everybody gets lost somehow
It's where we were meant to start
Now I was right and you were wrong,
every single night I sleep alone
You see some men can't face defeat
Some let it leak into their bones... but not me,

I'm not scared of the things that I love,
it's with them that I sleep at night when the devil comes.
Listen, it was there right from the start, all along.
It was there right from the start, all along,
it was there right from the start, all along.

I'm giving it away this time
How could you ignore your mind?
When you were on your own,
You were on your own
Don't throw it all away this time,
Only just to lose you're mind
When you were on your own
You were on your own
You were on your own

-Innocence-

Waking up again in this fragile state we're in
Trying to understand what makes you a better man

Feel the raw emotion
This is who you're meant to be
They can see above our heads
They can see across this wasteland
On my knees I beg to leave every day
So sick of the air we breathe

If we compare the scars through our eyes
Close up, yours are just as bad as mine
But we know yeah we know we are innocent
I'm a criminal, you're criminal, we're all criminals
Innocent criminals...

We're on the edge
We're under attack
If this goes on we can only go back
We're on the edge
We're under attack
If this goes on then we both fade to black

-Delirium-

I lost my heart in the sea where all the angels sing
"We want to lead you and oversee you
We've been waiting here for you"
All that's left is your conscious
Everything you tried to drown
"We're coming closer, We're coming closer"
And I can tell by the way your hands speak when I'm holding them
"Hold me nearer, Hold me nearer"
If you say you really mean it
Then I want to be everything that you say
Everything that you say

From the ashes of our past
Wisdom shall grow
If we see the light I won't pray for the unknown
Will I be damned in hell if I don't follow your beliefs?
When everything is changing
When love is the only thing we need
We shouldn't have to feel alone
We shouldn't have to feel alone
If we loved ourselves we…
If we loved ourselves we…
We would love each other more
We would love each other more
If we loved ourselves we…
We would love each other more

-Open Sun-

A visionary scene of bliss as
we both stared into the infinite
Hidden hands drawing you in
All created by a nameless king
In peace together as on We walk towards the open sun
What happened to the joy we shared
I know that nothing is permanent
I miss the truth
I miss the feel and I miss us being real

The words in my mouth set the screen
No You don't understand me
I've been holding my breath in this room for years
And there's always something in the darkest corners of my mind
It keeps me alive Tell me the truth Don't tell me a lie
I want you to feel I want you to see I want you to know
Just know that this is real
There's a million different reasons why you're wasting all your time
Eternal, eternal eyes, holding the key to eternal life
How are we going to find out?
Who we are and what we love?
Are you connected to your heart?
Are you connected to yourself?
I want you to feel I want you to see I want you to know
Just know that this is real
There's a million different reasons why you're wasting all your time
Eternal, eternal eyes, holding the key to eternal life

Hey listen up We speak of heaven and hell as if it's
something that we've all been through
But usually, starting with a voice of reason,
there's a landslide of people seeking the truth Mr.Self-righteous...
I'm talking to you You've got some fucking nerve kid
You can't speak with a mouth of stones You can't preach with a false set of bones

-Pariah-

Welcome back to the world
Believe in what you are told
We get confused, so we feel abused

Day in & day out I stare into an open sunset
Waiting for the dark to arise
Ohhh god I'm feeling so blessed
Devour all good we have left

I can't speak through my mouth when it's moving
I can't sleep cause like I'm losing the fight
You had something to love but you fucked it
Hold it in, this time just swallow your pride

Welcome back to the world
Surrender is the only way out
You're just a number dead or alive
Day in & day out

I can't speak through my mouth when it's moving
I can't sleep cause like I'm losing the fight
You had something to love but you lost it
Hold it in, this time just swallow your pride

It's the reason you're bent and you're broken
It's the reason you're not gonna give up the fight
You had something to love but you lost it
Hold it in, this time just swallow your pride

You're all just like me
Lose blood and break bone
Move stone to get home
Just to find what you believe

You're all just like me cause you're all just like me
We share the same hopes, choke on the same ropes...

I left my heart in the dark
Where it can't be seen
Thousand open wounds
they won't be hurting me
I'm the black sheep
That doesn't come when you call
Just treat me with respect
We're all made from flesh and bones

I'm stuck like a thorn in your eyes
I turn every living hour from day into night
I want you stab my soul once again
It's not gonna hurt
We are here until the end
It's not gonna hurt
We are here until the end
No it's not gonna hurt
Cause I refuse to be anything like them
anything like you
I refuse to be anything like you

-Violent Pictures-

I wish I could be a stranger
If I was then you wouldn't find out
I've got a head full of violent pictures,
no way to work it out, and I know now

When I was young I wanted to grow older.
Now I'm grown can I take it all back?
I've got a head full of violent pictures,
I made them all myself. I know now

By the grace of God, I'll wake up in the morning with nothing
but my friends and memories of dreaming of you I know,
I need forgiveness, like a hole in the head
Take me backwards, I don't want to know who I am

You just walked away
By the grace of God, I'll wake up in the morning with nothing but my friends and memories of dreaming of you I know,
I need forgiveness, like a hole in the head.
Take me backwards, Take me backwards, Take me backwards...
I don't want to know who I am

It Comes And Goes - 2018

-Let It In-

I... I travelled a distance
My life is stuck at a crossroad
This time, it's starting to twist me
My life, believe me, won't stop running away

Your heartbeat is healing when I'm undone
I know that love alone won't be forever

There's something that I can't admit
I see you and I let it in
But I won't stay out
And I won't get down
I'll read it on your face
Cause now I'm changed

Faith, feels one in a million they say
Cause I walked the road that I paved
Distorting time and space
Try to absorb this pain
But it won't touch me it just fills with light

Your heartbeat is healing when I'm undone
I know that love alone won't be forever

There's something that I can't admit
I see you and I let it in
But I won't stay out
And I won't get down
I'll read it on your face
Cause now I'm changed

I can't stand on the edge
This life wasn't meant to be useless
Tonight I've been calling to say
"The light in the dark won't be far from me"

I see your thoughts still
And you're always there
But I found a new way out
Now follow your world and see
That love is an endless space

I see your thoughts still in every way
You found a new world just without me
Just without me

There's something that I can't admit
I see you and I let it in
But I won't stay out
And I won't get down
I'll read it on your face
Cause now I'm changed

-Voices-

Hope god, can you figure it out
I swallowed the ocean but it won't stay down
Sinking in the sea of my doubts
There's blood in the water, it won't be long now

You've got your hands around my heart again
You've got your hands around my heart again

Focus, repair
Tell those voices in your head
We're living, we're not dead
So let's sit here alone and wait for this storm to end
For this storm to end

Hopeless, we were lost in the sound
I swallowed my feelings now they won't come out
Sinking, falling through your clouds
Nobody can tell me, and I don't know how

You've got your hands around my heart again
You've got your hands around my heart again

Focus, repair
Tell those voices in your head
We're living, we're not dead
So let's sit here alone and wait for this storm to end

We used to care, you and I
You used to make my words come alive
But I just wanna know where to find
Our way, our way
We used to say all the time
If we're strong enough we can survive
But I just wanna know where to find
Our way, our way

Focus, repair
Tell those voices in your head

Focus, repair
Tell those voices in your head
We're living, we're not dead
So let's sit here alone and wait for this storm to end

-Runaway-

It's been a while since you and I
Said we'd take on the world for a ride
We've done it all backwards
Just stayed in line
We've learnt that you and I have two sides
It comes and goes and leaves no signs
I'll pray to god if you end up fine

You can always hate, you can always feel me
You can tell the world I'm a lie but I'm finding
Back to myself, back to myself

It's cold but I will swear to hold you tight
Just runaway with me, just runaway with me
I'll drive if you will swear to be my light
Just runaway with me, just runaway with me

A week ago when I was lost
I found my head in the same old spot
I can't control myself
I can't control myself
How can I find whatever was lost?
How can you try when you feel so numb?
Or nothing at all
Or nothing at all

You can always hate, you can always feel me
You can tell the world I'm a lie but I'm finding
Back to myself, back to myself

It's cold but I will swear to hold you tight
Just runaway with me, just runaway with me
I'll drive if you will swear to be my light
Just runaway with me, just runaway with me

We've gone through hell, and we've been through it
We've seen it all before, never want to see it again
I don't want to be, don't want to be nobody else
I just want to find, just want to find myself

It's cold but I will swear to hold you tight
Just runaway with me, just runaway with me
I'll drive if you will swear to be my light
Just runaway with me, just runaway with me
Just runaway with me, just runaway with me

Let the world be against you and me
Let the world see, there's you and me

-Stay-

You keep wondering if I can taste the fear that's
Crawling from your eyes
All this wasn't meant to hurt so much to say

On fire like lovers in the rain
Just stay
Cut through the ice so I can breathe
Just stay

When the world has lost it's colour
Just say you'll stay

Tear me down
Break the walls within
Hold me up
Before I cave-in

Hope keeps
Holding onto something I can't feel
When I'm out of my own sight
All this
Wasn't meant to hurt so much to say

I was headed for the sun
When the rain was near
I kept chasing the light
When the sky wasn't clear

On fire like lovers in the rain
Just stay
Cut through the ice so I can breathe
Just stay

My comfort my hope,
The only one who knows that the wolves at the door,
They're tearing brand new holes in my heart but I see you,
You give me brand new meaning.
You fill me with love.
I'll hold you as you seal it in.

On fire like lovers in the rain
Just stay
Cut through the ice so I can breathe
Just stay

When the world has lost its colour, and the walls are caving in.
There's nothing but the future left, so let me live
Forget all of our horrors and say you'll, stay with...

-Same Old War-

Hold your head high
I know you're tired
Read the truth from my hands
Right into your eyes
The state of our hearts
Can tear us apart
When there's hell out there,
There's only stars in the air

You are right here
Moving out of the dark
And you're still fighting
The same old war
'Cause you're burning away, away, away
Just try and be your only, your only god
Your only god

When you turn into
Floating fire
Past the fountain of my well
Right into my eyes
Now you're so afraid
Of falling apart
When you're guiding your way
Your way, your own way

Your way... to somewhere I can...
I can see you there, I can feel you there...

'Cause you are right here
Moving out of the dark
And you're still fighting
The same old war
'Cause you're burning away, away, away
Just try and be your only, your only god
Your only god

This pain will make me abandon
All love will run it's course

This pain will make me abandon
All love I had for you

You are right here
Moving out of the dark
And you're still fighting
The same old war
'Cause you're burning away, away, away
Just try and be your only, your only god
Your only god

-Shine-

I've tried to find the words to say
Give me a moment to think
I'm learning how to breathe
Call me when you want to, tell me it's okay
Sometimes it's hard to believe what you can't see

'Cause I've already chosen
The chain is already broken
I still hear you claiming you'll never love again

Watch me break apart
Facing what I'm not
How did I make it out this time
Through visions we learn to walk the line
Watch me shine

I've tried to make it go away
The pain that I feel left me with broken dreams
Tell me how much longer will it take to end?
Sometimes we've got to believe in better days

'Cause I've already chosen
The chain is already broken
I still hear you claiming you'll never love again

Watch me break apart
Facing what I'm not
How did I make it out this time
Through visions we learn to walk the line
Watch me shine
Watch me shine
Watch me shine
We learn to walk the line
Watch me shine

I can hear you every night
With loneliness inside me
I will hear you out if you want to
Open your heart when you're hurting
I'll give you every second
You will understand that you're worth it

Watch me break apart
Facing what I'm not
How did I make it out this time
Through visions we learn to walk the line
Watch me shine
Watch me shine
Watch me shine

Watch me shine

-Drag Me Down-

When you're alone trying to heal
All the pain that you feel
I can't talk when I'm dreaming
My body wants to let go (body wants to let go)

And you found yourself in
Your darkest nights
I can't stop to feel
This emptiness inside

You tried to crucify me
You put a weight on my chest
And as the world is ending
You'll never get in my head
Or drag me down

Lonely eyes, you keep denying
You're afraid to let the light in
I can't talk when I'm dreaming
My body wants to let go (body wants to let go)

And you found yourself in
Your darkest nights
I can't stop to feel
This emptiness inside
You tried to crucify me
You put a weight on my chest
And as the world is ending
You'll never get in my head
Or drag me down

I hope, now
You'll be on your own, now
The silence is around me but
I can't stop thinking about you
I hope, now
You'll be on your own, now
The silence is around me but
I'm thinking about you

You tried to crucify me
You put a weight on my chest
And as the world is ending
You'll never get in my head
Or drag me down
Or drag me down
(Crucify me)
Drag me down
(You'll never get in my head)

-Don't Lose Your Heart-

Are you lost somehow, drowning in the crowd?
Are you on your own again?
Right back at the start
Kid don't lose your heart
Until you're where you want to be.

Down at the cold steps, where no light exists
That's where you want to be, feeling sick
You find your hopes and your abandoned dreams
That's where you find your purpose.

Sometimes I take another breath,
Another step to embrace what I have
Then I stare at you, staring back
And I know that I'm not dead.
It takes a voice to make a change
It takes courage to not be the same
If the world is silenced today
I make sure to scream my name

Take it in and let it burn

Are you lost somehow, drowning in the crowd?
Are you on your own again?
Right back at the start
Kid don't lose your heart
Until you're where you want to be.

Don't lose your heart
There are pains in life
It won't be easy

Don't lose your heart
Part of being accepted
Is to accept yourself

Don't lose your heart
It's the pulse that beats
And your voice that speaks.

Don't lose your heart
If you're willing to change, willing to fight
Promise me

Don't lose your heart.

Remind yourself
You're breathing
Remind yourself
That you are bleeding

Are you lost somehow, drowning in the crowd?
Are you on your own again?
Right back at the start
Kid don't lose your heart
Until you're where you want to be.

-Paper Thin-

Paper thin
They say it always ends like this
There's stains now on your cheeks clenched fist
Now I'll take the risk
And tell you I'm leaving
And tell you I'm leaving

I need you to ask your heart about it
Keep your head up, there's only so much I can do
I see you when I dream about it
Wrap your hands around, it only takes the void from you

Paper thin
They say it always ends like this
There's stains now on your cheeks clenched fist
Now I'll take the risk
And tell you I'm leaving

A feeling, I can live without it
I think it's time to move on before we come undone
Just tell me how you end up in sadness
I hate to see you, see you like this all the time

Paper thin
They say it always ends like this
There's stains now on your cheeks clenched fist
Now I'll take the risk
And tell you I'm leaving

You controlled me already, destroyed everything about me
'Cause I just want to feel like home again

If seeing is believing
Some things in life don't always need explaining
This feeling is changing
You gotta find the freedom in just leaving it all behind

Paper thin
They say it always ends like this
There's stains now on your cheeks clenched fist
Now I'll take the risk
And tell you I'm leaving

(And tell you I'm leaving)

-Tell Me Why-

As the sky breaks in I'm holding
Onto something broken
I know we can all just end
But here I am on my knees again
I thought that this was golden
I thought you'd be the one
To show me how to walk again
Now I'm on my knees again

And oh I'm falling apart

Tell me why you broke our love
Tell me why you fucked our trust
Show me why it's not enough
Show me why I'm still here
Crying at a broken cross before you run run
Tell me why you broke our love
Tell me why you lost your trust
Show me where it got too rough
Show me why I'm still here
Crying at a broken cross before you run run
Tell me why you broke our love

Totaled, you were moving on me
Waking up tired when I'm trying to forget it
Pushing every day, don't push it away
We're talking so I might as well stay
Come count all my problems I won't be back
Come see me as a child beating blue and black
I'll tell you the truth how much it hurt
I told her the drop was a million miles

Say it just this once

Tell me why you broke our love
Tell me why you fucked our trust
Show me why it's not enough
Show me why I'm still here crying at a broken cross before you run run
Tell me why you broke our love
Tell me why you lost your trust
Show me where it got too rough
Show me why I'm still here crying at a broken cross before you run run
Tell me why you broke our love

(Tell me why you broke our love)
(Tell me why you broke our love)
(Tell me why you broke our love)
(Tell me why you broke our love)

As the sky is falling you feel brand-new
I see the gun you're holding but please don't shoot
You know that you're all that I've got

So tell me why you broke our love
Tell me why you fucked our trust
Show me why it's not enough
Show me why I'm still here crying at a broken cross before you run run
Tell me why you broke our love
Tell me why you lost your trust
Show me where it got too rough
Show me why I'm still here crying at a broken cross before you run run
Tell me why you broke our love

(So tell me why you broke our love)
(Tell me why you broke our love)
(So tell me why you broke our love)
(Tell me why you broke our love)

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