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Albums

It's All Happening - 2009

You Ain't No Family White Water In The Morning Danger In The Manger I'm Cold And There Are Wolves After Me Tastes Like Kevin Bacon The Cat's Pajamas Pazuzu For The Win Black-Eyed Bush Eli Cash vs. The Godless Savages See You In Shell Danger In The Manger (Jimmy Urine Mix)

Ruining It For Everybody - 2011

Next Visible Delicious You Know That Ain't Them Dogs' Real Voices Deodorant Can't Fix Ugly This Head Music Makes My Eyes Rain It Is "Bro" Isn't It? Gold Jacket, Green Jacket Break It Down Camacho Stay To The Right I'm Gonna Shoot Karate Nipples Button It Up Uprising

Late For Nothing - 2013

Thunder Chunky Letters To Stallone Snake Charmer Boat Paddle Firebees Mind The Gap Carnage Asada The Map That's A Horse Of A Different Color I'd Buy That For A Dollar Inside Job It Don't Make Me No Nevermind

Hail Mary - 2015

Gift Of Death Remain Calm Green Eyes Erase It All Curse The Spot Doomed To Fail, Pt. 1 Doomed To Fail, Pt. 2 Killed To Death Trips Man Of Virtue Carbon Copy Wade In The Water We All Float Down Here Your God Is Too Small

lyrics

It's All Happening - 2009

-You Ain't No Family-

I am running faster.
Faster than you can believe.
You think you could just
Grow into something new.
I think there's something you should know
I think there's something you should know
Staring into a wall
I think there's something you should know
I didn't pay to become this way

My head throbs
Til it bursts
There is something inviting

About staring into a wall
Covered in lead
You just want to jump into it
Diabolical minds think alike
Somewhere you don't belong

And the smell of an unwashed dog
No more licks on the lips from now on
Some things don't last forever
Somewhere you don't belong
Hope it takes you
Getting away with murder
Staring at a wall

-White Water In The Morning-

It's all happening
It's all starting again
So cover your hair in your eyes
I am sorry I didn't notice him
Standing there
He's over behind the books

Startling man
His mouth's wide open
But there's no sound coming from his throat
I'm playing around with dirty finger
It's getting to the point again
We're all going to perish out loud
That only you and I could hear

The wind will blow us over
Walking, radiating
The wind it's creating a pitch
Let it sing, let it sing
Let it sing to you in hell
Let 'em sing, let 'em sing
Let 'em sing to you in hell

Shadows cannot hold hands
Shadows exaggerate them
Shadows cannot hold hands

-Danger In The Manger-

To prove my reason for living this fucking life
I will not walk these streets unclothed tonight
You'll have to catch me
When I run away

I'm never coming back
When I run away from myself
Remind me to fill your heart with gunpowder
To end it all

Coming back when you're still
You shatter to pieces
I'm never coming back
I'm never coming back
I could scream
I could shout

I could set this room on
Let you out
And no one will tell me
Hail to this, plain to see
I could - not
I could - shatter
I could - better
I could - not
I could - shatter
Begging for a lift
What I'm packing put away
To prove the reason to fill your heart

Could give it a shot
To forgive myself

-I'm Cold And There Are Wolves After Me-

Never wanted to forget our last looks
A rekindling lust
In the corner of your eye
A lingering inside
The last place you and I...
This is the place where you and I call our home

Hands touching
He turns them into gold
And the rhythm of my heart
Smile
Bites at me
Lips cry red salt
He makes me stay golden
While caressing my flesh
He rips me open

With my eyes closed so tightly
He cradles me
Softly we drift into sleep
Turning hands into minerals
I melt into him
My bones depart from me
I open my hands into a pool of water
Creating the sound of waves, animals, and creatures

Waves of hair drift over your ears
Waves of hair drift to the rhythm of your heart
What is mine is yours
What is yours is forever mine

-Tastes Like Kevin Bacon-

You'll wait it out
Force is not the same
I bought ya
This world will explode
Into numb, one deal owned
Pray for your sons and your daughters- You didn't refuse

Well the first one
Weak arms- Right or wrong
First off, we'll dance when we dance
The last one we fault
The first one we kill
Foresee her
That's what we've done with your head

You're begging for papa
We're safer but
We wash our hands in death
When we fall
He'll go
Feel it grow
We may not be the ones

Feel it go
Feel like we know
We move around
We'll pay
We protest

We'll pawn off war
We protest
We all hit the floor
Right or wrong
Ignorance at it's best
We are at war
You're such a fool

Ignorance isn't bliss
We are lied to
You suckers
Everyone, this is not a joke
In the end all suffer for what we've done
Liars
We all suffer

-The Cat's Pajamas-

Who would've known?
To the lips of a failed writer
To crash a cup of wine
To throw a toast to an island that's slowly sinking
I can almost hear you
Hear you crying

Momma you are killing yourself
Momma what can I do?
And I'll be the one putting pins into my fingertips
Only to erase the memories
And to laugh when I think what my father did
She sits

She waits
She toasts her prayers
Not speaks of them
Momma you are killing yourself
Momma what can I do?

She sits
She waits

-Pazuzu For The Win-

What do I deserve?
We were two of a kind
You can't help but feel emotionless
When you're the one standing
Watching from the outside
I never had to care
I never had to worry

But I never stopped to think
I never stop thinking
She knows so much
I wish I could scoop up the ones I love
And place them far away
Certain songs ring aloud

Make your mind wonder about better times
Everyone come to one
Everyone wants what no one gets
And that's why they don't
They want more

That's why the world may come to an end
I will be the one sitting at the edge of the rock
Waiting to be invited in

-Black-Eyed Bush-

[Instrumental]

-Eli Cash vs. The Godless Savages-

"Happy birthday, merry unbirth, merry unbirthday
Happy birthday, merry unbirth, merry unbirthday"
She's a beaten dog
With yellow nails
I just would like to let you know
That I got deep enough around
At carving away at your skin

Spinning around
Spitting and laughing in my face
Spinning around
Spitting and what I found were alarm clocks
You started biting at your fingernails
To prove we're not breathing
I'll awake from sleep to give a kiss
The killer is gone tonight

But isn't it better to question our love?
Not it's not, it never was
Why do I find pieces of your teeth on piano keys?

-See You In Shell-

He's gone tonight
He's claiming the throne
Grant us some mercy
For you know nothing of the mess you're leaving behind
He shuffles the queen around in a deck of cards
I'm still trying to find answers to mend this broken heart
Ode to my father

Ode to my father
(It's over, my father, it's over)
It's this years addiction
Watching you walk out the door
The stench of the last look you gave to me
You're a perfectionist when it comes to it
It saddens me to know you could start a new life

Leaving everything behind
Now I am left to pick up the broken pieces
When I never asked to be here in the first place
And it lives with me every day
Down a whore's throat
Runnin' around
Runnin' around
Runnin' around round

Down a whore's throat
Now I am left to stitch up the pieces
And we'll give it a shot to live on

-Danger In The Manger (Jimmy Urine Mix)-

[Instrumental]

Ruining It For Everybody - 2011

-Next Visible Delicious-

What a glorious day
Open your books up to the first page
Raise your hands to the sky
Close your eyes before you cry and sing
(we are the good, we are the bad, keep your demons at bay)
Can you hear the stampede march on?

Organized filthy chaos
The workingmen dance in matching suits
Live and let live
Separate the church and the state
Before our world breaks
These colors will run, when the earth's had enough
She'll open her mouth and consume us like dice
When it all comes to an end

I can feel my feet sink into the earth's edge
Dirt is to saliva
Rock salt is our faith
Trees are the reason we breathe, grass is teeth
In harvest, in molting, in ovulation, we are reborn
Live and let live
Separate the church and the state
Like elevators, we're going down

-You Know That Ain't Them Dogs' Real Voices-

Shed your skin girl, shed your skin
Dance for him like your mother used to
Just like your father taught you to do
He couldn't help but laugh at the girl
Ripping out eyes from his head
Why don't you believe me?

When I tell you you're fucking intimidating
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
I am the can that holds dirty water
I am the canvas you paint with
I'll be the can that holds dirty water this time
Mice scratching at the walls in your head
Mice at the walls in your head
I am the can that holds dirty water

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
Trust is not a word that dabbles around our block
Drink it down like you have the strength of fifty men
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
I am the can that holds dirty water
I am the canvas you paint with
I am the can that holds dirty water this time

Luck will hit the habitat
Luck will hit the habitat
Mice scratching at the walls in your head
Mice scratching at the walls in your head
Funnier every time I see it
Funnier every time I feel it

Every time I lose it
Funnier every time I lose it
Mice scratching at the walls in your head
Mice scratching at the walls in our heads
(inside of me, inside of you)
Luck will hit the habitat

(inside of me, inside of you)
Luck will hit the habitat

-Deodorant Can't Fix Ugly-

For the record I must say
It's sad to see you all pray
All pray your lives away
When in reality
Why should we believe in something we can't see?
A mockery, Orchestrating hypocrisy
Oh the irony

Open up your eyes and
There you go pointing your fingers at me
you burn it in and out of humanity
Now you see those clergy eat better than you and me
They tour amongst the shores with stouthearted feet
Trade stigma, ad harlots
Golden letters, leather-bound looks

Fight with fire and throwing stones our world sheds
When our rivers run red
We'll never know where we'll go
'Til there's a crutch to call home
We'll never know...

-This Head Music Makes My Eyes Rain-

He's got an English smile
And you wouldn't believe me when I tell you
It wraps around my heart like threads
We disappear in here, we disappear
It's where we can go to be alone
People know it's true
When you're the only two in a crowded room
This chemistry will sentence us to death
If there was a bridge that could stretch

Across the sea from points A to B
Our loved ones that we hold so boldly in our hearts and
minds wouldn't schedule us for a romantic jester of a
hanging, this early Thursday morning
In here, we disappear...

-It Is "Bro" Isn't It?-

She loves me
(He loves me not)
You've told me but I forgot
I don't want to be the one you call on
When you struck luck in golden ambers,

You kiss by the book, when you ride lies upon the throne
Taurus; it's your year, be in for a surprise
The naked force, eight eyes of a new era on my back
A homecoming parade, from our tidy bed of roses
What once was
A new career you call it

To catch a souvenir
Of what once was, strict embarrassment
And it makes you boil
And it makes you choke
And it makes you rally up the troops within your throat
When she is me and I bloom within her speech
Birth the machines

Invoking the spirits of ancient fathers
Take hand, earth, air, fire, water
A motherly life and echo of a home
Burn 'em out of their homes
Pillage the humans from their homes, the naked force
Eight eyes of a new era on your back

-Gold Jacket, Green Jacket-

Weeks are just numbers
And numbers are nothing more then crushing stars
Reveal my disposition as I hit the floor
This distance won't label us
Mask imprints left behind by fortunetellers

Our vital bed lay grounded
You will never label us
Provocateur of turquoise ballets
Pedestal to adulation
Lucent skies from your eyes bleed gorgeousness
Take my hand
We'll always be joined at the skin I give you my word

My love some words of comfort here
I am the one fearing open parachutes
But if you jump I'm coming right after you
Tonight we dine on each other
Tonight we dine on each other's sound
Tonight it will always be in our hands
If life tends to keep us apart, I'll cradle myself into you

-Break It Down Camacho-

We all want to feel like we have a purpose
We're all just numbers in the end we're time traveling
Turn the lights off
Turn the lights off, where do we go from here?
Winter comes round' the bend
When you're not plannin' our escape

September is such a trend when the leaves fall red
We bow our heads to the dead, we bow our heads
A funeral for a good friend, to the dead
(un funerale per un buon amico, per i morte)

You still swim around in the sound,
The Long Island Sound

I can still see you swimming around
You'll never let me drown
In the sound, you swim around
When the whistle blows, you know it's time to go

-Stay To The Right-

Insomnia is our instigator
Insomnia
(One, two, three, four, five, six)
We'll pack our base, forget our heads at the door

Don't let it get the best of us as we go through its motions
together focus, and give us something to believe in
We live, we love, we've lost so much
Sometimes you just have to walk off the madness that stands in your way

Violent movements embrace our stage
We'll orchestrate this delicacy
Composers, army of sound
Keep, keep your hands off the glass
Keep, keep your hands out of everything
A murderous vulture with the benefits
We're on the road, we're on the road again

Running around and around, running around again

-I'm Gonna Shoot-

And I miss you when you're gone
He leaves me with a box of pearls kissing pearls with no mouths
Conceived in a birdcage she grows
The apple of her father's eye

Swimming in a fountain of milk
Built from bricks at the heart of thickness
I can feel her fingers spread to the beat of a kick drum
She will beautiful and we already know her name
I've already laid eyes on the eyes on the apparition of my daughter

She's got that touch of you that makes her glow
Softest harmony, sung aloud
And she will be beautiful
Our choir girl
Venora
(taste me, embrace me, our choir girl).

Mother natures got craftsmanship
While producing ghostly fruits
She crept behind the woodwork gracefully speechless

-Karate Nipples-

What a terrible girl,
when that terrible girl is me
If you fail to feed love it will camouflage itself cowardly
She's puppeteering the heart of a delicate man
That coward girl is yours truly
They'll release red balloons in the sky when we die

Nurture and structure and put him to bed
No one trusts a girl who slouches
I feel complete, satisfactory
But before you walk with ghosts, be spontaneous again
He's having a laugh, to the tick of our clock

He's the upper hand, half full to my heart
This humiliation makes you learn to read books
and to sew old holes, but I still can't spell
(courage)
Stiff drinks half empty become warm
Stagnant, the bastard son
One more time with some feeling, let's give it a shot
Take control of your seasons
Change color with courage

One more time with some feeling
Fuck, let's give it a shot
Take control of your courage, and breathe
(courage)
They'll release red balloons in the sky
When we die

-Button It Up-

It's cold, down here
My body lays next to a man I fear
It's what you've said to me before you made me bleed
Run faster, Running softer, pinned to the ground
Her eyes deepen on the stars in the sky
Helpless, lifeless in a pool of blood

Last thing she smelled, death around her
It's what you've always wanted
It's what you've always want
She raises her hands to the sky, one last breath
Her body flows into the sea
Let the tides lull her to sleep
High tide lullaby
Sing her to sleep

The water radiates, she floats upwards, a glazed stare
Sigh no different from a blind man's
He breaks out the chains
Wraps them around her feet
She drifts down to the ground
Her body lay frozen at the bottom of the sea

-Uprising-

[iTunes Bonus Track]
[Muse Cover]

(Come on)
The paranoia is in bloom, the PR
The transmissions will resume
They'll try to push drugs
Keep us all dumbed down and hope that
We will never see the truth around
(Come on)
Another promise, another scene, another
A package not to keep us trapped in greed

With all the green belts wrapped around our minds
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined
They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious
Interchanging mind control

Come let the revolution take it's toll if you could
Flick the switch and open your third eye, you'd see that
We should never be afraid to die
Rise up and take the power back it's time that
The fat cats had a heart attack you know that
Their time is coming to an end
We have to unify and watch our flag ascend

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious
(Come on)

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious

Late For Nothing - 2013

-Thunder Chunky-

Dead leaves on the ground!
When they were falling I held your hand
When they hit pavement I let them go
I run alone in the street, it's a dead end

Rubber, Punctured by nails
The rust is spreading, I must run fast now

Repeat, repeat, spoken in whispers
I can't buy anymore time to preserve the line
you have to fight to keep it going, I'm at loss

I'll cut my heart, i'll trust my gut
I'll cut my heart, I'll trust my gut
You try to draw a straight line
You make a circle every

Repeat, repeat, keep pushing pens
Repeat, repeat push through paper
Repeat, repeat, it's a circuit
Repeat, repeat, this is real for me

(you've got to don't, don't, don't fight it)
You've got to stick your neck out
Don't fight that circuit anymore
It's not enough
You've got to stick your neck out
Don't fight that circuit anymore
It's not enough

Cut out my heart, I'll trust my gut
I'll trust my gut
I'll trust it

You tried to draw a straight line
You make a circle everytime

Circle never-ending
Circle never-ending
Circle never-ending
Circle never-ending

Repeat, repeat, keep pushing pens
Repeat, repeat, push through paper
This is not done...

-Letters To Stallone-

It's a sign of the times,
the impression that you made,
glossed over by a wave, a golden lining in your grave,
beneath the dirt its all the same

Last night a saw a thousand faces in a line
And I could not recall a name
And I could not recall a time, When I...
I needed someone to move me
Not someone to save me
Just someone to move me
Not someone to...

Change things desperately
I think mediocrity is this the key?
I can't I won't be I won't be sitting there now
break me out let me out

It's a sign of the times, there's nothing gain,
This world was never mine, it's not mine
I let the hive mind consume me,
I can feel them all moving, I can feel them all moving
I can feel...

Last night I saw a thousand faces in a line
And I could not recall a name
And I could not recall a time, When I...
I needed someone to move me
Not someone to save me
Just someone to move me
Not someone to ...

The perception that does not mean shit to me
I'm not a product of, I 'm not a product of my name
The perception that does not mean shit to me
I'm not a product of, I 'm not a product of my name
The perception that does not mean shit to me
I'm not a product of you

-Snake Charmer-

Filthy
Born in a dust storm and brought up
up in a cloud
on the tops of trees

I was taught to distrust ideas opposing my thoughts
I was taught to distrust ideas opposing my thoughts
And you would be swayed, bending like branches and you would be played
A spark for the kindling,
bending like branches, bending like branches now

Old ways die so slow, but we both know to reap and sow
They raised us not to grow, but we both know to reap and sow

Revel in darkness, revel in dirt
Excel in the muck and the mud
Crawling and creeping,
waiting away for the turn, change in the air that I love
Feel it soon, harvest moon, won't you look up with me?
Children, you'll feel it soon, there is a harvest moon
Look with me, there is a harvest moon

Old ways die so slow, but we both know to reap and sow
They raised us not to grow, but we both know to reap and sow

Feel it soon, there is a harvest moon
Won't you look up with me?
There is a harvest moon

-Boat Paddle-

I felt the ocean breaking over my head
I'm spinning
A constant pressure I can't fight
I might not make it through the night
the night
the night
the night

I was raised in a state;
so much at stake, a slab of meat deteriorating
Muscles are weak, no bone in my back, ligaments slack
Sensations, my insides cave as they rot
Infested in waves,
take hold of my marrow and wash it away
No bone in my back,
ligaments slack, sensations, my insides cave as they rot

I'm treading water, dreading
the end won't numb my feeling
I'm calling out to you, I'm begging you for help
Because I've been given all the answers and I can't
even help myself
Yes, I've been given all the answers and I can't
even help myself

I held a glass out in my hands
I made a fist, a consequence
My fingertips are filled with shards
My open palm is filled with blood
A single drop will conjure up
unspeakable creatures preserved in the salt
Worse than darkest pools in my mind
They float, suspended
There is no time, no time

I'm treading water, dreading
the end won't numb my feeling
I'm calling out to you, I'm begging you for help
Because I've been given all the answers but I can't
even help myself
Yes, I've been given all the answers and I can't
even help myself

I curse the god who brought a vision as I cry for help
an island passing and I'm reaching out for help
because I've been given all the answers but I can't
even help myself
Yes, I've been given all the answers and I can't
even help myself

-Firebees-

Is this what you asked for?
Streets painted in ash,
Immersed in rubble,
I'll paint a picture for you now.
Immersed in rubble,
I'll paint a picture now.

In the pain and destruction I've caused,
There's beauty.
An artistry born in the blood,
I'll ruin this town.

There is no one who can deny my gift,
My one talent to take something, turn it in;
Destruction in oblivion, oblivion.
Your world is gone, oblivion.

In the pain and destruction I've caused,
There's beauty.
An artistry born in the blood,
I'll ruin this town.
I'll ruin this town.

I won't say that I'm sorry,
I'm not sorry.

Don't put it out.
I'm not sorry.
I am moving on now on to the next one,
a town.
You talk about devils;
I am the one,
I am the one.

-Mind The Gap-

I am responsible
I blame myself for your slight of hand
you turn the mirrors in
a glass reflection I can't withstand

And my patience wears thin
you are so stuck in your ways
I am the rope you are hanging on
and my patience wears thin

My patience wears thin
can I recover the waste?
I am the fire I smoke you out
and my patience wears thin
my patience wears thin

Loving fed a lie
that we couldn't separate
and when I let it die
I constantly paid for it
when the story begins
you never stepped in

and my patience wears thin
you are so stuck in your ways
I am the rope you are hanging on
and my patience wears thin

My patience wears thin
can I recover the waste?
I am the fire I smoke you out
and my patience wears thin
my patience wears thin

-Carnage Asada-

All these noises burst my eardrums.
All these noises burst my eardrums.

My eyes went black
But now I see them,
Iron blue.
Transcending static.
I see the colors,
I see them

And they bleed into one.
They bleed into one.

Frozen now,
Inside and out I am a heat wave.

Waterfalls,
Ice in their mouth, I am a heat wave.

There is a change coming,
Primary colors blurring.
My eardrums burst in colors

And they bleed into one.
They bleed into one.

Frozen now,
Inside and out I am a heat wave.
Waterfalls,
Ice in their mouth, I am a heat wave.

There is change,
There is a change coming.

Primary colors, they bleed into one.
Primary colors bleed into one.

-The Map-

I've had a guide my whole entire life.
I lack the drive myself.

My passion’s gone,
Used to see stars.
The sky is dark.

Pick a message at this point I don’t care.
Take the exit ‘cause we’re getting nowhere.
Signs are blurring I can’t tell what’s out there.
Take the exit ‘cause we’re getting nowhere.

I took the test,
it was a mess.

I spent my whole life on your right slumped in my seat
with my head down in my hands,
I didn't notice the scenery.

And now I realize I didn't take the time,
and now I see.

Exits leading nowhere.
Exits leading nowhere.

Pick a message at this point I don’t care.
Take the exit ‘cause we’re getting nowhere.
Signs are blurring
I can’t tell what’s out there.
Take the exit ‘cause we’re getting nowhere.

Exit because we’re getting nowhere.

-That's A Horse Of A Different Color-

Don't be surprised if it hurts you,
I don't think I'm the one that you cling to when you can't handle it,
and now they've got you surrounded,
well I've found it,
I'm on my own.

And now they're telling me the life that I want
was less important than the role that I'm playing,
yeah, they'll take away the things that
I have 'cause on me it's just wasted,
and these days I'm alone, alone,
I know you can't recover this,
it's just a shame to waste away.

Well you can waste away,
recoil the rope as you spew silent notes
and my bones will splinter from the fall,
I will recall with a smile on my face.

I am a stranger,
I cut ties,
it's not a problem,
it's a solution,
am I a fool to you,
postured so innocent so it would seem,
you cut off the head of your own reflection,
you cut off the head of it.

These days I'm alone, alone,
these days I'm alone, alone,
for the first time I see myself,
cutting my ties I'm finally free,
not strung along by my innocence,v
well that didn't make sense to me.

These days I'm alone, alone,
I know you can't recover this,
it's just a shame that way,
these days I'm alone, alone,
I know you can't recover this,
it's just a shame.

-I'd Buy That For A Dollar-

Lost in the depths of your mind vacant, distant.
Easy to close your eyes, your eyes for the auction.
You sell it on your back.
You can hardly protect yourself.
So accepting, they have your best intentions.

Admit defeat to me,
Cut up in a million pieces,
Enclosed in packaging,
You look so sweet filled with deceit.

You catch me armed to the teeth.
I will be the last one standing.

Your pleasure comes with a fee.
You look so cheap with the price you’re demanding.

I refuse to be that weak,
It’s not enough.
I refuse to be that weak.

You feel so pure when you spit it out,
It makes you so sick when you swallow,
Obsessed with flashing lights.

Admit defeat to me,
Cut up in a million pieces,
Enclosed in packaging,
You look so sweet filled with deceit.

You catch me armed to the teeth.
I will be the last one standing.
Your pleasure comes with a fee.
You look so cheap with the price you’re demanding.

I refuse to be that weak,
It’s not enough.
I refuse to be that weak.

Don’t want it,
Won’t become like you.

A thing of beauty polished bright before it’s sold.
A dead-eyed girl will come to life when she is told.
A thing of beauty polished bright before it’s sold.
I promise I could break the mold,
I promise I could break the mold.

You feel so pure when you spit it out,
it makes you so sick when you swallow,
obsessed with the flashing lights.

-Inside Job-

So sick the way, you drown me in my sleep,
I dream of the way things were
when you consumed the consciousness I keep,
the poisonous spell you've cast on me.

You feel the heat off my body,
You lift my feet off the ground.
You lie in wait just to prey upon my wants and needs.

A curse is leaving my body,
But I still want you around.
A sickly sweetness that brings me back down to my knees.

And now I know,
What a silly girl
Could love a man who could play a game.

A sickly sweetness that brings me back down to my knees.
A sickly sweetness that brings me back down to my knees.

My sin,
My skin is crawling with anticipation,
You send shivers
Down my spine keeping time to the click of my teeth.
I tell you I stay forever.

And I know now what a silly girl.
Who could love a man?

You feel the heat off my body,
You lift my feet off the ground.
You lie in wait just to prey upon my want and needs.

A curse is leaving my body,
But I still want want you around.
A sickly sweetness that brings me back down to my knees,

You feel the heat off my body,
I want you around.
The heat of my body, my body.
A curse is leaving my body,
I want it around,
Feel it leaving my body, my body.

-It Don't Make Me No Nevermind-

Close your eyes
And align your palms and fingertips
And feed me your dreams and aspirations.

I have the power to read,
To read your mind.

Nothing’s free.
I collect mine.

Is this the God that you asked for?
I’m just a vessel in his name.
I am a parasite getting fat off incompetence and blame.

Then I peddle security,
So you can fall asleep at night.
The confidence you lack fuels me,
I think I’m doing it alright.

I set out to poison them with the divine.
I scratch out their eyes to see through mine.

And when I die,
I’m sure that I’m going to Heaven.
You must pay the price to leave this life
And join me in Heaven
or burn in Hell.

Echoing with the gnashing teeth.
A burning lake waiting,
Put silver in my head.

This is not my creation,
I’m just a vessel in his name.
I am a sycophant of light.
The blood will wash my sins away.

I set out to poison them with the divine.
I scratch out their eyes to see through mine.

And when I die,
I’m sure that I am going to heaven.
You must pay the price to leave this life
And join me in heaven.

It will end soon.
It will end soon.
It will end soon.

Hail Mary - 2015

-Gift Of Death-

Slaughter the children. To Protect the father.
The blood to water.
Aware inside my body. Trapped in a pool of blood.
I dig my fingers in the open sores of the ones who've given up.
I hear them suffocate.
They are bloated. A waste of life.

Relax my hands. It's a blessing.
Their eyes turn up. I force mine down in the hole.
The gift of death is such a blessing for us.
Cut out my wicked eyes.
Gift of death.

Cut out my wicked eyes.
A gift is carved to hide the markings on palms.
A mask could hide the father.
Blood to water.
Blood to water.
Sacrifice like you do your daughters.

Blood to water. Blood to water.
Their eyes turn up. I force mine down.
The gift of death is such a blessing for us.
Sacrifice.
Cut out my wicked eyes. Wicked eyes.

-Remain Calm-

Remain calm.
You're overcompensating to hide your moral failing.
I find you fascinating. This is all so fascinating.
You want no regulation.
You're Measuring the wrong thing.

No matter what you choose to weigh they all will be left waiting.
Hush my baby don't cry.
Rig the game. You can derail the narrative.
This is your righteous lullaby.
Conquer truth and you can derail the narrative.
This is your righteous lullaby.
Conquer truth and you can derail the narrative.
Open wider.

Let them suffer.
Puff out your narrow chest.
You're the king of nothing.
You play real cool.
Regulator.
Something greater.
Stimulate the point of hatred.
You're king of the void.

Master of nothing. King of the void.
You know the deck was stacked.
You know goddamn well that the deck, it was stacked.

-Green Eyes-

No I have no love for a lie.
They are all rotten inside.
Payment is part of the smile.
Controlled and confined a predestined nature that sticks.
It rots the inside. The tree has been spoiled and splits.
Get down to the roots and see what they've wrought.

The branches reach out to nothing at all.
If you get down to the roots would you consume?
Disposable it makes you controllable.
If you only knew.

A falsified icon laid down where their eyes can consume you.
Harvest your power. Devour your spirit. Bound.
Fragile.
Ask yourself would you be?

If you get down to the roots and see hat they're
swollen with poison. Would you still love them?
And if you only knew how they tied the noose
around your neck would you still love them?
Would you still love?
No. I would not be grateful.
I wil not accept the fruit.

Would you get down to roots?
Could you pull up the roots or would you consume?

-Erase It All-

This is my mind. It's become inconsequential.
It's become an apparition.
It's becoming and affliction.
And I know that apathy is easier in life.
Practice your subservience and throw away your mind.

What more could we all ask for?
Take a hit and you'll want more.
No, I won't play.

I reject this life.
I would rather choke than let it inside.
Dear him calling for comfort.
In those eyes we are all whores.
Blacked out minds.
Swollen from the intentions.

Proper socialization is what will eviscerate us.
We are all whores in his eyes.
You tilt your head back. Try to take your medicine.
It falsifies the intentions of your enemies.
Tilt your head back. Try to take your medicine.
Force it open to ingest proper socialization.
Constrain the population.
No I won't play.
I reject this life.

I would rather choke than let it inside.
Hear him calling for comfort.
In those eyes we are all whores.
Failure destined.
Erected by the enemy.
Erase it all. Eject it now.
Top the chalice. No, not a drop is valid.

-Curse The Spot-

Stake My life on a smile.
Mouth is like Saccharine.
Behind the teeth incantations to punish them.

You want the monster don't you?
Your punishment controls you.
I'll step into the role.
Reverse the mirror.
Point it toward you.

The crime is existence.
A drop on the table cloth.
To exist in a spent world.
My creation is dangerous.

Your black and white.
I find this ugly.
My fingers - delicate
Can wrap around that neck.

Blame me for the ills of mankind. I'm not guilty.
You wanna see me swing I'm not guilty.
I'm taking you with me.

You curse the spot. All you see is the drop.
You're so caught up. I'm treacherous.

I don't do this for the ones, who suffered at your hands.
I don't do this for their love, it's not what they command.
I do it for myself, I'm here to purge the garden.

Lead me down to the river. I don't need your permission.
If you wanna play holy, I'll be the snake in the garden.
Blame me for the ills of mankind. I'm not guilty.
You wanna see me swing I'm not guilty.
I'm taking you with me.
You curse the spot. All you see is the drop.

You curse the spot. I'm not guilty.
I'm taking you with me.
I do this for myself and no one else.

-Doomed To Fail, Pt. 1-

I know it well enough.
We are in the death throws.
I have to call you bluff.
You need your direction.
You want a static life. And I'm angry.
You want the same results without the same effects.

Repeat a dead science.
You beat the dead carcess.
This is insanity. It's not a plan for me.
You'd have me accept it. Too proud to respect it.
I'll burn this place to the ground.
Irresponsible to throw it away.
Secure it in the cold and decay.
This heart can't cease to beat.

I want it to shatter.
A thousand pieces strewn on the floor.
They're all around me.
They will unthaw inspiration.
If this is doomed to fail, I'd rather watch it burn.
I'll watch it burn.
What happened to you to make you bitter?
Too soon to accept that fate.
Too soon to pull the trigger.

You keep it secure in the cold.
I want it to shatter.
It's too soon to pull the trigger.
It's too soon to pull the trigger.
What happened to you to make you bitter?
It's too soon to pull the trigger.

-Doomed To Fail, Pt. 2-

The static life was not your intention
You want to wear me out and have me accept it
You try to protect yourself I know you hurt someone
I know to play that part I've learned to expect it
It's too soon to pull the trigger
It's too soon to pull the trigger
What happened to you to make you bitter
It's too soon to pull the trigger

Secure in the cold... is this what you do
Secure in the cold
If this is doomed to fail than I would rather burn
I would rather burn
I would rather burn
I would rather burn

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
If this is doomed to fail than I would rather burn
I would rather burn
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh

-Killed To Death-

How could every single drop
of consciousness be pushed aside?
Brushed under a paragidm where ignorance is left to thrive.
Five faces.

The death of death is vital to the preserver.
Hide your face to take your place inside his realm.
Divine anger.
Five faces.
Buried alive.
The virus of euphoria.

Witness declined.
Victourious
Intelligence to finish us.
They know that their right for the wrong way.
Hide your face as you strike a match.
Intelligence is turning to ash.

The truth is, you are the assailant.
Decimate them all.
Ignite the stake to burn them all.
If their minds have awakened.

-Trips-

Was it an act of God that erased our humanity?
You're either dying or you're dead and alone.
I embrace the insanity.
The place where you made your stand.
It never mattered to them.
The man in black transforms us.
It never mattered to the hand.
The place where you made your stand.

It never mattered to the hand of God.
I'm thinking in the end. It might be better.
Can we transcend war with ourselves

If we think our Hell is Heaven?
I'm thinking in the end it might be better.
From the hand of God.

We are running out of time. A decision must be made.
They might be frayed but they're still detonate the bomb.
The hand of God.
Running out of time.

-Man Of Virtue-

Dying to live, trying to fit narrow
Dying to live the definition.
I won't be conned, I won't be ensnared.
To tell you the truth, you make me sick.
To tell you the truth you still have nothing.
You are violent but I feel nothing.
Your entitlement-
I owe you nothing.

I watch you deflate and I see nothing.
You're not my Saviour this time.No.
No point in trying to fix this narrow snare.
You're still slack-jawed, listless and soft.
Man of virtue. I will hurt you.
And my heart is too cold
And I lack a gentle touch
And I do not exist as a constant to your crutch.

I disregard your moral failings. If you couldn't get it up.
And my heart is too cold
And I lack the sympathy.
It's too small.
It would split if I would give you what you need.
The constant to your crutch, if you can't get it up.
You're failing.

You can't control the clutch.
I lack a tender heart. Can you function with no backbone?
I have no consolation.
I'm running out of patience.
Can't control the clutch.
So soft and slack-jawed.
My conscience is crystal clear.
My conscience is fucking crystal clear.

-Carbon Copy-

This cannot stay alive. The lie in a hive mind.
Realize the faction won.
Your goal is Work.Buy.Die.
Just know I don't want your acceptance or your forgiveness.
I don't want a leader I just need a witness.
We carbon copy for your profit.
We tied our hands in tradition.
Unravel the thread that anchors me.
Deconstruct the fibres that are clinging.

You grieve for what's lost.
I grieve for what never was.
It always feels the same.
I want no part.
I know- Produce for yourself alone
That's probably why they hate you the most.

Existing to suck you dry
Take away from the host the substance.
You are a resource for them to harness.
I'm opposed to my function.
The veil is not my composition.
Unravel the thread that anchors me.

Deconstruct the fibres that are clinging.
In the chronicle you were a sentence.
Destroy the archive let them rebuild.
I don't need a leader I just need a witness.
I am opposed to my function.
Cut out the thread.

Done with antiquity in a dying system.
The scene. It had no love for me.
I don't exist in life a drone to Work.Buy.Die.
Believe in anything.
Typical.This Life.
Work.Buy.Die.

-Wade In The Water-

I heard you could walk on water.
I watch you play victim to the tombs.
Slaughter of a filthy pig.
I'd watch your skin turn on the spit.

But I would not consume. I won't infect my body.
Syllables invite you to your tomb.
Favor taken.-service
To rip out the tongue.

Let them suffer. Aware if their miserable lives.
Restore balance and move on.
You grow submissive.Unbearable.
I don't do this for justice.
The look in your eyes as we consume you.

Wade in the water. A beast to slaughter.
Wade in the weight. The water.
A beast to slaughter.

I'd gladly watch your skin turning on.
I know you're seeing this through. On the back end.
Set in your conviction. Are you?
I heard you could walk on water.
The flesh is rotten. Burn till it's forgotten.

-We All Float Down Here-

Come closer dear so you can hear me.
Give me your name. I'll speak it softly.
You will be consumed-closer.
Let it seep right through-Closer.
No reason to stand in the doorway.

It's been so long since we've had a visitor.
A room with no number and no name.
So long since we've fed off the innocent.
Put your hands on the barrier.
The imprint of the blood is your hands on the barrier.
The imprint of the blood is there.

When you first walked in it was holding you back.
It was my hand, I was holding you back.
Innocent is better when it's dead.
And my death is better when it's fed.
We all float here.
We're still floating. We all float down here.
No reason to stand in the doorway.
It's been so long since we've had a visitor.

A room with no number and no name.
It's been so long since we've fed off the innocent.
Put your hands on the barrier.
The imprint of the blood is in your hands on the barrier.
The imprint of of the blood is there.

-Your God Is Too Small-

When I was young I was taught God.
They equated their fear with a real love.
In time the dissonance becomes believable.
It is a constant reminder
That it grows.
My whole life.

A toxic shadow stays with me at the seams.
And I know it's insidious.
In the light still the outline stays with me at the seams.
And I know it's insidious.
You're fear is not enough.
It's cheap and it's meaningless.
The doubt has cast a shadow. Eroding my mind.

They treat it like a sickness.
They fear I am not contagious.
Realize your God is too small.
See the outline grow.
The flower is in bloom.

I see it underneath. A shadow sings to me that it grows.
My whole life. A toxic shadow stays with me at the seams.
And I know it's insidious.
In the light still the outline stays with me at the seams.
And I know it's insidious.
Rip out all the seams. Let it breathe.
Fear is not the same thing.
Your God is too small.
There's blood on the pages, right where his name is.

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