Rainy days died
With the tears of April
Some glimmer pierce the stone of mourning
And I think of you secretly
Rainy days died
I am the reef
Of a time that does not exist
I've ceased to decypher warnings
I am the fate
Of a time that guides me
Like death on the map of the conscious
I will fail again
Shadows run in us
Your taste is eternal
And all the things we've done
Won't turn into dust
To release the load
To touch the soul
With some words escaping the inside
Trying to change wrong to right
Oh I fear your contact
Rainy days died
A last impulse to clear it all
Erasing lines
On this hand which isn't mine
Death is still on the map of the conscious
And your flesh is a drug
Like shadows running in us
Your taste is eternal
To release the load
To touch the soul
With some words escaping the inside
Trying to change wrong to right
Oh I fear your contact
We are a maze of shadows
Consequences that emanate
From the flame that we lost
Read the faces
And steal our names
Steal my name
Vector
Colors
Expressions
Sensations
Let me learn
Let me crack the stone
Antiquity's legacy
And the hit of the letters
On Human monuments
Carve the matter
Carve imaginations
Steal my dreams
Diagnostics
Structures
Sciences
If only I could be
Are we the pressure?
My stars are crying
Unscounscious power
To redraw the day
Searching the vector
Out of the world
That names the matters
Outlined minds
For shadows made of stunned light
My stars are dying
And I'm dying to live
And I'm dying to dream
Mankind
History
Names
Lives
If only I could be
If only I could be
Start to change and see the stars beyond us
Start to write the name of existence
To write your name
Diagnostics
Structures
Sciences
If only I could be
Are we the pressure?
My stars are crying
Unscounscious power
To redraw the day
Searching the vector
Out of the world
That names the matters
Take and protect your last words from the others
All the things that come from the unknown
Life is a playground don't lose time and have fun
Before the game is over
Mankind
History
Names
Lives
If only I could be
If only I could be
Start to change and see the stars beyond us
Start to write the name of existence
Too many steps on the way
The road seems endless
Harassed by doubts
Answers never come
I watch you walking
And walking on your footsteps
I try to dwell the present
To live here and now
Slowly, I'm going down
Stalking your rhythm
I pitch myself to sound like you
The end is coming
The end is coming
Now
We're staring at each other
And sinking is my way to shine
One last move
Your reflection push me downwards
To finally turn into scum
One last threshold
Watching your face from under the surface
I watch you walking
And walking on your footsteps
I try to dwell the present
To live here and now
And i don't know how
To live here and now
Night falls over the blocks
Streets get purple
Tension fills up the place
Like chest connected with memories
Shelters aren't silenceproof
Buldings freeze
Like untasty words in my throat
I'd carve this meaningless instant
Because this instant teaches me so much
I fight to believe
I'll be able to ignore and to forget
To become what i am without getting wasted
I do realize
I am beyound my dreams
My thoughts don't belong that place anymore
I am out of space
I am out of time
Spheres bowing down to your name
Here, and you're juste here
And you're just here smiling
Is death a passion to you?
Am I the substance?
Of a Good for an Evil?
The insult of frustrations
Surrounded by fabrics
On enslaved bodies
Time by showing itself scares me
And I forgot myself in your eyes
I don't exist
Some visions running on burnished grounds
On those mirrors pushing me back and forth
Reflections out of reach out of time
On those mirrors pushing me out
Am I myself?
Am I cursed?
And you're just here smiling
On those mirrors
Pushing me out
Precious pain
You've given me face
Am I cursed?
Am I myself?
Into the fibre, the flesh
United in a shout, a shriek of rage
Shattering on this glint
I don't exist
Some visions running
And you're just here smiling
I don't exist
Some visions running on burnished grounds
On those mirrors pushing me back and forth
Reflections out of reach out of time
On those mirrors pushing me out
Am I myself?
Am I cursed?
And you're just here smiling
On those mirrors
Pushing me out
Precious pain
You've given me face
Seeking the last open wound
Along my trophy scars
(I'm going under)
I'm going under the deafening crowd
Swallowed by my self emptiness
I was waiting for going through something
Through the eternal doors
And outside as always i'm loosing my senses
I let myself into the grey of the stone
Until the ground disappears
(Disappears)
And i know that you're looking at me
Like a stifling social network
Sticks the city like sweat
No place to hide when I need one
No one to talk when I'm done
(Talk when I'm done)
Today
Buildings are like cliffs
And the street is a raging sea
My legs shake for each reckless step
Today
Windows hide lands I cannot reach
But I know, I know the face of the world
Cries behind every closed doors
Despite of my fear I keep smiling
(So please)
So please, believe me
I was waiting for going through something
Through the eternal doorsv
And outside as always i'm loosing my senses
I let myself into the grey of the stone
Until the ground disappears
(Disappears)
And i know that you're looking at me
Yesterday I died under the screaming spotlights
Sublimate by sorrow
Among the walking deads
Where the streams converge
And the dragons spat water
On the pavement
Rivers of time
Soundless cries
Well i'm looking for you
In the dead of night
I'm falling down
I'm still looking for you
I am leaving today
On the lost roads of childhood
I have nothing to say
30 years old
And i can't reach the manhood I remember
The smiles
Me and my family I see myself
Full of life
In theses places of the past
I see myselfv
In front of a nameless house
You see yourself
And i hope you like what you've become
Rivers of time
Soundless cries
Well i'm looking for you
In the dead of night
I'm falling down
I'm still looking for you
In the dead of night I'm falling down
Surrounded by this frail clime to shut off the questions
The fall season leads me
A November's day
To save a sunset
In the cold of my heart
November to save a sunset
I love you
Despite the death of our love
All these letters i never wrote
These words i never said
These things i never did
As frantic numbers
Chasing down the hours
And the unity
I live as a nervous needle
We are the nervous needles
Ride out the pain
Words eat me away
You're the needle
That pierces my throat
No matter how i tried
To Spit out your disease Your fears
That covered the wall
Of our lives
Scratch my pages
For your smile in the dark
Disfunctional feelings
My love I surrender myself to You
Despite the end of Seasons
I remain
From winter through the never
Despite the end of Seasons
I remain
Passions are still roaming
Further the way
To find our parallels
Til the bursting point of ourselves
From day to day
As a change of season
People think we live only through our senses
And that the world of appearences
Is all I need Is all you need
Is all we need
Behind our sealed lips
Our days are dying
My love we're crying
Through our times fading away
We were a hope through sorrow
Beyond the surface we looked into our minds
We've done our best
Despite the end of Seasons
I remain
From winter through the never
Despite the death of Seasons
I remain Passions are still roaming
We have what we deserve and I got you
Your love was like a leash to a dog's neck
A harsh rope that worn me out to the bones
(Bones)
What I've done to punish myself so much?
To restrain me was your tenderness
Out of ego I've been limped on love
To tie up the rope your way to hug me
Out of joy I smiled to hide my sorrows
That's not your words that broke me down
(But the tiredness of feeling alone)
I was in love but you were in pain
Where does start love when it bonds by chain
I was in love but you could not remain
You tied me up to leave me in the rain
To leave me in the rain
I did appreciate to be less than nothing
(Less than nothing)
(More)
More you squeezed me and more I felt light
(More I felt light)
I did appreciate to be no one
(No one)
Now I do enjoy that you are gone
I was in love but you were in pain
Where does start love when it bonds by chain
I was in love but you could not remain
You tied me up to leave me in the rain
Down 'til the end
And you are here
Down 'til the end
And you're still here
I was in love but you were in pain
Where does start love when it bonds by chain
I was in love but you could not remain
You tied me up to leave me in the rain
You bent my will with Kibbles of shame
Like an Ikea purchase you find me a place
Far from the bed the floor was my space
The throne where your pain could sitv
The doormat to take off your shit
I leave you because my life is somewhere else
I leave you because there was no place to breathe
Close to you I found no space
I was everything
But in the dream of someone else
To make your dream happen
I've tried so hard to be smaller
Turning inward to take less space
I was waiting by my side yeah
Watching you rise when I'm falling
I feel myself dying
Contortions ain't for dreamers
I miss you like I Miss my friends
I want to help you but I can't take your hand
I want to talk to you but I've nothing to say
To feel good is now part of my pain
I leaved behind me
I feel how it costs
The one I loved the most
I took you off what made you happy
I wasn't in love and I feel, so sorry
Breaking your heart finally stop the strife
To know who had the main role in my life
To make your dream happen
I've tried so hard to be smaller
Turning inward to take less space
I was waiting
But contortions ain't for dreamers
Rage
Life
My life is somewhere else
I was in the dream of someone else
I leaved behind me
I feel how it costs
The one I loved the most
I took you off what made you happy
I wasn't in love and I feel, so sorry
Breaking your heart finally stop the strife
To know who had the main role in my life
Rainy days died
With the tears of April
Some glimmer pierce the stone of mourning
And i think of you secretly
Rainy days died
I am the reef
Of a time that does not exist
I've ceased to decypher warnings
I am the fate
Of a time that guides me
Like death on the map of the conscious
I will fail again
Shadows run in us
Your taste is eternal
And all the things we've done
Won't turn into dust
To release the load
To touch the soul
With some words escaping the inside
Trying to change wrong to right
Oh i fear your contact
Rainy days died
A last impulse to clear it all
Erasing lines
On this hand which isn't mine
Death is still on the map of the conscious
And your flesh is a drug
Like shadows running in us
Your taste is eternal
To release the load
To touch the soul
With some words escaping the inside
Trying to change wrong to right
Oh i fear your contact