'm living in this black, black hole.
And it's feeding on my black black soul.
It's repeating, and I'm kicking and screaming.
You cut open, stop the bleeding.
Who will praise your glory?
Were they there and will they tell
your story of who we were and where we went?
I could tell you over and over and again and again.
I'm making a promise that I can't keep anymore,
after years and years we're finally here.
We're crossing roads to eternity.
I know I lost myself along the way.
And I can't take back the times
I left because I thought it would stay the same.
Back then I just didn't give a fuck,
but I learned from my mistakes.
I learned from my mistakes,
it is never too late.
I'm making a promise that I can't keep anymore,
after years and years we're finally here.
We're crossing the road to eternity
The Dirty kind live 30 lives,
behind a curtain closed they seek.
And dirty lies consume their dirty minds,
it fills them full of grief,
so deserving and it's unrelenting.
The feeling makes you weak.
Who was always there for you and treated you like a brother?
You were like mother fucking family.
You just don't give up on each other.
I hope this cuts you,
yeah it cuts you fucking deep,
leaves a mark on your heart and an emptiness in its place.
You can't erase, you can't erase my name.
I never knew that it would be so easy without you.
we're better off without you.
You were just a black cloud
covering the ground that we walked on,
what we stood for.
Do you even know what it means
to live for something other than yourself?
You will leave no mark on this world.
I never knew that it would be so easy without you.
We're better off without you.
You were just a black cloud covering
the ground that we walked on, what we stood for.
Do you even know, do you even fucking know how it cuts,
how it burns, how it feels inside the belly of the beast?
I'm staring back into my own
eyes not knowing the man that I see.
If not for them, if not for me seeing who I was turning into,
believing in what I preached.
Our vision's burnt, we stand no chance
to see the change in our advance.
To take a breath and let it show,
it's breaking me, this place called home.
I'm not ashamed of the man that I've turned into.
I made my own way.
I made enough to fucking fill you up with
the pain and the guilt that I live with every day.
Our vision's burnt, we stand no chance
to see the change in our advance.
To take a breath and let it show,
it's breaking me, this place called home.
This place called home
Break me, break me up
And shake, shake me up
Shake me up inside
I've never been a mother fucker who wanted
to sit and stare at the tv screen
Brainwashed and fucked up
From the things we look up on the screaming screen
That feeds up everything we thought
and where we knew we should be
I am clearly not a product of my environment
The screaming screen
Slaves to the lights that make up our lives
But sometimes it's too late to make our
way outside the walls of our minds (the walls of our minds)
Brainwashed and fucked up
From the things that we look
up on this screaming screen
That feeds up everything we
thought and where we knew we should be
Tick tock, tick tock
We're burning in our hell I've got
Burning up our timing clock
The living loves to live in shock
Wasted youth's foul minds make up
the products of our lives
We give it back
We praise with crime,
the kids they're shooting all the time
When will this fucking genocide take this
screaming that's in our lives
and take us back to that time?
The screaming screen
[Instrumental]
The cycle continues of the pain that
haunts me every day and leaves me screaming.
We've got a sickness and it's eating away every bit of me.
The disease we need to beat is the silent type,
the disease we need to beat has no cure in sight.
When I think back of how it used to be,
not a single mother fucker would see this coming.
It's not too late to change our fate, to change our f
ate.
I wrap my hands around your throat and begin
to squeeze every little bit of life until you fucking hear me.
Temptation makes you weak and it's clear to
me that we're using borrowed
time because we're running on empty.
Look into my eyes.
I am not the person you seek, there's nothing left of me.
I'm just another man in disguise.
What will become of me?
Who will pay for these crimes?
We're wasting time.
I wrap my hands around your throat and begin
to squeeze every little bit of
life until you fucking hear me.
Temptation makes you weak and it's
clear to me that we're using borrowed
time because we're running on empty.
Who do you seek?
I'm not the man in the mirror.
Who do you see?
Who do you seek?
I'm not the man in the mirror.
What's behind eyes?
I'm living proof there's nothing but disease.
Who do you see?
Who do you see?
I'm not the man in the mirror.
I'm not the man in the mirror
I'm digging deep, deep,
deep inside of my head.
I think I'm going insane.
Is there a quicker way to end this,
or will I live with this pain forever?
Have you ever met a man without a reason to live?
A fucking dead man without a soul,
he just wanders and waits to feel what he used to feel.
A fucking dead man who lives
every day inside of his own head.
He lives in hell.
He lives in hell
There's not much left of me,
just little fucking pieces of what I used to be.
I'm losing my grip on reality, are you there?
Can you hear me?
The grin's sold cheap to fool you into believing in me.
Yeah, the grin's sold cheap.
It's the cure for this disease.
Like a stone sinking slow, sinking slow.
This life I live.
This life of mine i'd give to keep my hope afloat.
Just give me one more day, my hands shake
as I kneel and I pray and I pray and I pray,
just for one more day.
Just give me one more day.
I'm drowning in my sorrows.
There's this gut fucking feeling that
I'm leaving this place not in peace.
Not in peace.
There's not a single feeling of peace left inside of me.
Rock bottom.
Like a stone sinking slow, sinking slow.
This life I live.
This life of mine I'd give to keep my hope afloat.
Just for one more day my hands shake as
I kneel and I pray, and I pray, and I pray.
Just for one more day.
Just give me one more day.
I see it when you look at me,
I feel it in the way we breathe.
So heavily deep, so heavanly in me.
I get lost in everything we'd be.
Distance breaks us, it molds what we keep.
I would change my world and give you all of my honesty.
But can you give it to me?
Can you give me everything that you swore to
keep and the promises that you made to me.
I'm looking to the stars, while you're staring into the sun.
But we both believe we're looking where we shouldn't be.
And it's you and me against the world.
I'll never forget and I will never regret the feeling
that I'm feeling in my heart, in and my head.
I've finally found you.
I'd be lost without you.
And it's you and me against the world.
I will never forget you.
I'm living in this hole so deep.
With my fingers crossed my heart will keep the memory
of this won't be led astray.
We're left with shells of who we used to be.
We sat back, we laughed at where
we thought we would be.
The fame, the fortune, the pain and the pleasure.
It is enough to make me feel complete.
Just pray for me.
I'm looking down at black in the cold,
it embraces me.
It embraces me.
This is who we are, the distance has broken the bond we've made.
Still searching for answers that can't be found.
We're falling apart, we're falling apart.
Don't turn your back on everything you love.
Make me feel something.
Make me feel something,
he says.
Don't turn your back on me,
don't turn your back on everything.
This is who we are, the distance
has broken the bond we've made.
Still searching for answers that can't be found.
We're falling apart, we're falling apart