Oh well now you've wronged me.
This is our progress.
Last year from now we've come so far.
Heist completed.
You set the boundaries.
Taking the throne.
Claiming the crown.
This is a product of who we are,
And what we've done here,
What you have left so far behind.
So here's to progress,
Here's to the rest of our lives.
Do you see what I see here?
Products justified by his hate.
Motionless and unproductive.
Seven souls will dance upon his grave,
Which will be paid in full.
And to continue, get with the program.
You've just jumped on the bandwagon.
I've got you right where I want you.
Yes I've got you in the palm of my hands.
A thanking of your own.
A contemporary crook of these digital dollars.
Putting a price on what you're worth.
You got it, I want it.
My friend that's all that matters to me.
A worthless legacy, a tyrants trust torn down.
How long will it take you to see?
Where will I end up tonight?
Maybe that house again
Maybe the city by the lake
Because when I'm
I'm just sleeping
I'm fast to escape
Relate to feelings in mind
Relate to feelings in mind
This has been
This has been a collection
I have made
I thought that you would have met me there
Well I was wrong, I was deceived
To believe it now I know it's not real
Grab a hold of me
As I'm falling
Right back where I started from
Do I know you?
Do you know me?
I thought I heard you say
Meet me down by the lake
This has been
A collection that I have made
Wormholes connecting me
Through the ages
Because when I dream of you
In this house we're in
In here with all these fears
Lie down and wait for me to grow old
Oh, oh sweet child
I recognize your face
From somewhere
I guess I have seen before
(Guess I have seen before)
I knew it then I'm
Back inside my apartment
Watching TV
Self loathing, chained up on my couch
I'm listening
Cause now I'm so far from home
Sir can I ask you something?
How the fuck do I get home?
(How the fuck do I get home?)
Wormholes
Only time will tell
A miss for a match
I think you've found the niche
Now I am twenty one
Young, but still getting older
Now I've been wanting more
Than what you have taught me
To show me the rivers
Life living underneath a billboard
The sidewalks infested
The people of plastic
Ok, so I've been holding out
Lying my weight on the door
Up above, I've never felt so numb
Until I made it out
They put a target on your forehead
The day that you were born
I've waited my entire life, sitting on the sides
Everyday I hear you say that it gets easier with time
A life I never ruined, a light to show me out this time
And maybe, and maybe I was right all along
The day you were born, a solid mark...
Do you believe in everything?
Do you believe in everything and everyone you meet?
Do you believe in everything?
Do you believe in everything and everyone you see?
The day you were born, a solid mark written on your forehead.
[Instrumental]
Inertia stands over me
Holding me down on her bed
A million lights as they shed off of me
I remember the drug waking me up
An insufficient fluid based
Down your back
Being remembered in waves
It meant the world
A pioneer expecting the worst
From a pressed colored label
You rebuild with your hands
A vision I have known
To feel the extract underneath the palms
In an enhanced nighttime
With the weight of viruality
Like the sound when planes collide
To the ground in my eyes
I lost myself deep within its depths
I'll surface with time in the waters where we met
You lost your sight
So remember how it used to be
So get used to me
I'll see you on the other side
An insufficient fluid based
Down your back
Being remembered in waves
It meant the world
A pioneer expecting the worst
Louise, Louise
Where I met you
Underneath extended stars
I wait until the day breaks
Will I ever see you again?
I am the most unhappy man,
I have unwittingly ruined my country.
A great industrial nation is now destroyed by its system of credit.
We're slowly shattering,
silhouettes of a glass society.
From the depths of you shed, the diamond.
From Wilshire to Grand Central,
buildings will crumble, crumble, structures to piles.
You tell me this jury, is this dollar loaned to me.
Labeled the catalyst, the X amount,
and it is recycled back to me, recycled back to me.
Live for this vivid vision. A vision I see,
A vision for you.
From my window I could see exploding
lights underneath the veil over the speedway.
Guilt for it. I punch right through the skies;
distilled, pulling the clouds.
I see you in a million dimensions,
now you are finally found.
I wrote all night long.
We always did exactly what we were told,
They never wanted us to know.
I wrote all night long,
A vision of a place that we call home.
About a lifetime that we once knew,
They never wanted us to know.
The age of innocence,
A vision of a place that we call home.
The story of the oversaw, oversaw.
Your loyalty means nothing to me.
Expect to be stopped, not to be fucked.
We try to break the boundaries.
My mind is numb, entire cities washed away.
This microchip, a new prediction to a contrary, oh!
Maintain a perfect picture for a perfect time
Everyone was guided towards the truth
The message of the entire world would rest on the back of me
In the end of it all, it comes down to one or two things
And if you got money
Then I got money
Why would you take credit for what you didn't create?
The mission of three hundred solid
We will be given wings
Explosions in the sunset
Igniting in my mindset
Just follow me into the clouds
Where we lay all of our secrets down
Drop to my knees
While we were given freedom
Never have I gone this far with any help
An honest approach to living
And learning about myself
Well goodbye for now
I'm chasing it down
I've worked so hard
To make this moment mine
You will hear my voice above the rest
You'll watch me shine
I've worked so hard
To make this moment mine
You will hear my voice above the rest
You'll watch me shine
Reminiscing of the days
Where you used to be someone
A shinning a spectacle so far from reach
Decades later we had encountered
A final time
I walk in silence passing by
Like a diamond
Like there is no one left
With money to be made
Quit lying to yourself and make the move
Let's get one thing straight man
Yeah you're filthy fucking rich right?
Let's get one thing straight man
All my life I've been trying to
Make money mean something to me
All my life I've been trying to make
Make money mean something
All my life I have been trying to
Make money mean something to me
I've worked so hard
To make this moment mine
You will hear my voice above the rest
You'll watch me shine
Hold my hands
Yes hold them close so tightly
For so long I have felt this fear
Take deep breaths
Don't give up here just yet
You swear your endings somewhere near
I was there
Pulling into my driveway
Running straight to the front door
As to see
Her tell my family that he had stopped intake long before
After that
Coming from every angle
A thousand things
Running through my head
Didn't expect it now
No not now
Why it's so soon
Yet I m still poised and offering
As I tread the living room
Oh, you held me higher
Than I thought that I could climb
I'd just say no
Guilty me
I treated you like shit
And you were all I ever wanted in me
I owe you it too
Because I missed my last chance to say
That I love you
I caught a glimpse of his legs
Collapsed in black
Leaning over the slaves
A place that I
Used to call home
(Call my home)
In that street
That house where I came from
Guilty me
I treated you like shit
And you were all I ever wanted in me
I owe you it too
Because I missed my last chance to say
That I love you
Hold my hands
Yes hold them close so tightly
For so long I have felt this fear
Take deep breaths
Don't give up here just yet
You swear your endings somewhere near
I was there
Pulling into my driveway
Running straight to the front door
As to see
Her tell my family that he had stopped intake long before
Guilty me
I treated you like shit
And you were all I ever wanted in me
I owe you it too
Because I missed my last chance to say
That I love you
He hides behind the curtain
In the middle of a storm
Relax they have your answer
Given to you on a platform
It's the forty fourth consecutive one
To downplay us
Deny us our beliefs
So with the current status of state
I declare a mockery
You betrayed me
The neighborhoods rise today
And that's a fact
They made a martyr of the matter in me
You betrayed me
The neighborhoods rise today
And that's a fact
They made a martyr of the matter in me
The neighborhoods will not run away my honor
We were born
I have been culture shocked
By this modern place
This has been their plan for years to come
No fathers will roll over in their graves
This has been their plan for years
The signing of the dead
And the bodies you showed me
Put me in the plastic box that I paid for
The signing of the dead
The bodies that they showed
Put me in my plastic box that I paid for
Kill all of them in front of me
Make sure their faces hit the pavement.
[Instrumental]
To go as far, as far as I can see
at the edge of the earth
The continuos sound of lights
that have reached the bottom
In the middle of the desert
I stared patiently
To see them touch the ground
Imploding on the cracked mud surface
I knelt down underneath the midway
In the millionth sighting
Lets lay back
Sitting inside my car
At the edge of the earth
I turned my head to the left
And I knew I could not be drugged
Orbs with infusion white
Mirroring the image of a silhouete
At the edge of the earth
And I'm here tonight
Underneath the influence
And why can't I find a way out
It's calling me tonight
This secret I have become
At the edge of the earth
You misunderstood the gravity
As the weight falls apart
You'll watch me walk away
I walk away
Calm as the wind
You'll watch me go
Let's lay back
Sitting inside my car
At the edge of the earth
I turned my head to left
And I knew I could not be drugged
Orbs with infusion white
Mirroring the image of a silhouette
At the edge of the earth
And I'm here tonight
Underneath the influence
And why can't I find a way out
It's calling me tonight
The secret I have become
At the edge of the earth
Write me off
I'm going south for the year
So take me there
Off the map
That no one else could scale
You sat me down showed me the ariels
That resonate the skies
In between the visual lines
Encompassing pines
In the greenery commons
Is it pressed in a book
A history unknown
An isle of concentrated mineral
In elapsed time
Directions to locate the fountain of karrots
The sight of gold
They sat me down on a point
And my eyes looked up in texture
The illuminating brim
A solid trilogy circle
Embedded in the rock orbital
When I'm gone you know where you can find me
Here
It was immaculate
In its beauty a thousand words
Could never describe the colored brights
Forever, to a shore
Where you can dig the earth
And let it run through your hands
As deep as it will glow
We savored the last hour with the turning of the sun
A visual shrine
Existing with electronic lines
An inseparable sign
Intertwined with the corkscrewed
Manifested woman
In front of me, toxicity
In front of me, she barely stood
Take me there
It was immaculate
In its beauty a thousand words
Could never describe the colored brights
Forever, to a shore
Take a picture of me
I'm dying for more
I really can't believe this
We just all want to be on TV
A minute of this face time
Tearing down your door
Driven by one hundred forms of fear
I've been trying
To deny this all
For too long
To keep my mouth shut
And it's got me nowhere
To expose you
I cannot blame you
I will not please you
I do not need you
To do the things
That get you off
When you tell me
The things I have to
When you call me
I don't want to
Out here with a backpack
Traveling back tracked
When I don't need to
It never made sense to me
But it always made sense to you
And I will still be here
In front of you
In spite of you
So smile
As you look in the mirror
Give me my receipt now though
Fuck this industry
Excuse me to death
Can we say fuck it
You can have metal
BACK
You can have it back
I'll say it again
I said I'm in it to win it
Don't hold
Can't you tell that I'm already in the mix?
I just hit 'em up
I'm losing my mind
The pressure is building
I gambled my life
A couple thousand on the dice
Scared money don't make no money
Watch what you say you can't take it back
I'm going in
Now watch me double that
Have you heard I can't go like that
Push it from the back let's just watch it all burn
Light it up tonight we'll be taking our turn
Push it down and pull it back
Cause we love the night and we own the blur
Take the nerve back
Again I'm high
Crawling inside
Feeling alive
Losing track of time
Caught in the cycle
The never ending cycle
When you're coming at me you better come correct
The way she moves it back n' forth (closing her eyes, she's wise)
In front of me
Damn'man
No we don't kid and play
Let me tell you I don't love that bitch
I said it, don't forget it, I meant it
I ain't playin' around no more
I don't love that bitch
I said it, don't forget it, I meant it
I ain't playin' around no more
We came through the back
We roll it up
Of the party, about to light it all up
Another round, give me your best shot
Get up let's party
About to pour it all down
Remember that I never forced it on you
Put this gun to your head and pull the trigger now
I wanna warn you that you may see red
Just let me live
Please don't bring me down
Come correct when you're coming to me
I tell myself, yeah you got this
One more pill and she popped it
There's no going home
No sleep
Until the sun rises
Take the nerve back
I've been erased from the old me
Can you tell me again
Can you hold me if I won't lay 'til the morning sun
It pulls you out and takes you under
I thought you'd hate me
But I needed you
I thought you'd hate me
But you needed truth
I thought you'd hate me, hate me, hate me
For losing you
I thought you knew
That we're cut out of the same cloth
Feel like the pages of a story that we can't stop
And now I can't replace you with another thread
Take one more step
I'll jump with you
I thought you'd hate me
But I needed you
I thought you'd hate me
But you needed truth
I thought you'd hate me, hate me, hate me
For losing you
I thought you knew
Looking back at your building
It came crashing down
You think I'll forget that
Never gonna take it back (You know where I lie)
Looking back at your bullshit
I came crashing down
You think I'll forget that
Never gonna take it back (You know were I am)
I thought you knew
It's hard enough you standing next to me
Your scent reviving moments spent with you
I need to know that you believe in this
Or just release them into deja vu
What
I never wanted you to understand (understand)
Why
I wanna make you believe in me
I thought you'd hate me
But I needed you
I thought you'd hate me
But you needed truth
I thought you'd hate me, hate me, hate me
For losing you
I thought you knew
[Instrumental]
It's the way that you do me babe
It's what you do to me
I move with you so perfectly
Take it off as I pull you across the bed
From your head to your feet
A fever rising vigorously
It's getting closer
Reminiscing on the lust you know how it was
The feeling of the warmth of your breath and your touch
Laying in bed with that scent of yours
Staying here instead 'cause I wanted more
It's the way that you do me babe
It's what you do to me
I move with you so perfectly
Take it off as I pull you across the bed
From your head to your feet
A fever rising vigorously
This is the coming of the storm
Can you feel the form?
In perfect patterns in a perfect dream
We are starting up a war, starting up a war
Intoxicated by the lies we breathe
We are duplicitous and insidious
You've pushed me further than I've ever dreamed
We are starting up a war, starting up a war
It should've ended but we just can't leave so far
Pick it up and take it down
Lose your body in the sound
When you cum it gets me high
Let me in your world tonight
It's the way that you do me babe
It's what you do to me
I move with you so perfectly
Take it off as I pull you across the bed
From your head to your feet
A fever rising vigorously
Reminiscing on the lust you know how it was
The feeling of the warmth of your breath and your touch
Laying in bed with that scent of yours
Staying here instead 'cause I wanted more
This is the coming of the storm
Can you feel the form?
In perfect patterns in a perfect dream
We are starting up a war, starting up a war
Intoxicated by the lies we breathe
We are duplicitous and insidious
You've pushed me further than I've ever dreamed
We are starting up a war, starting up a war
It should've ended but we just can't leave so far
Damn I see you with her
There's nothing more than I would like to put this gun to your face
I told myself I was finished
And I'll pull it in a minute
But first I got something priceless to say
The memories
All the shit that you did to me
Nothing else will follow
Fuck the sterling, I'll take the gold
I've been here too many times before
When you see me in town I suggest you run
I'm fucking over with you
Damn I see you with her
There's nothing more than I would like to put this gun to your face
I told myself I was finished
And I'll pull it in a minute
But first I got something priceless to say
I hate my fucking friends
You fade away as I walk my way
You're just a bitch so rotten
The thought of you just gets me dazed
I hope you go forgotten
You'll fucking go forgotten
Fucking go forgotten
I tried for weeks to be so honest
Finally feel my feet against the floor
We take the lies from what's upon us
I cannot listen to you anymore
Looking for something always searching
Never got my hands to touch the door
But now I see the table turning
Forgetting what your face looked like before
You fade away as I walk my way
You're just a bitch so rotten
The thought of you just gets me dazed
I hope you go forgotten
Damn I see you with her
There's nothing more than I would like to put this gun to your face
I told myself I was finished
And I'll pull it in a minute
But now I've said all that I've had to say
All my life
I can't define
This single instant
This graphic moment
To step foot on this
To step foot on this
You'll never know
You're the reason I came
I cannot do this without you
No, I never doubt you
But I feel like you don't feel the same way
Now you're buried underneath
Gone but never forgotten
James Vahle
I was young
An inquisition of who I would become
Who I see in myself
When the gravel got loose
And you were just trying to help me
Loved ones
Afterlife is something that you think about
When you're caught up in that moment
That moment you don't wanna dream about
When you want something more
And she said I was stuck
And I should have pulled you out of that truck
I'm sorry, it's my summer
We've been saying
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
I've been waiting
Staring at the floor
Staring at the phone
Now you're buried underneath
Gone but never forgotten
James Vahle
I don't often think about regret
And what it means to me
I will always have all respect
About what you mean to me
Why the fuck couldn't you have left it in the driveway?
I knew it
I would have picked you up
I would have been there
Why the fuck couldn't you have left it in the driveway?
I can see you
Now every time I turn the corner all I'm gonna think about is
Loved ones
Afterlife is something that you think about
When you're caught up in that moment
That moment you don't wanna dream about
When you want something more
And she said I was stuck
And I should have pulled you out of that truck
I'm sorry, it's my summer
We've been saying
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
I've been waiting
Staring at the floor
Staring at the phone
Unworthy target
It'll take you out regardless
As I sit here with the television on
And the sound off
Commercial after commercial
I'm so lucky to define it
By my self regret
As I perceive narcotic
Living life always keeping the weight in line
But then you see the world just like I do
Feed me until I'm sick
Drown me out in white
Drown me out along with everyone
Not even here to fight this fight
Burn it all as I sit back and watch discussions
Not to be heard when I watch you talk, forget it
Neon eyes always seeing the darker side
But then you'll see the world just like I do
Unworthy target
Let me tell you right now
He doesn't give a fuck
See him walking down the freeway
And it's twelve o' clock
But I see him standing tall
He's held up in an office on the 20th floor
He turns it off
He turns it all off
The power to my city as we know it
The power to my city as we know it
Fuck, fuck, fuck!
On my knees
And I worship you with every pore
I'd snort it all, I'd snort it all
It's called addiction
Caught up in the system
The friction of feeling constructed
Oh I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost
Without a depiction
My soul's a victim afflicted
I know I'm a sick kid
Oh I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
Drown me out along with everyone
Not even here to fight this fight
Unworthy target
[Instrumental]
I tried a thousand times to make you feel it
Like the days when we had first met
But I feel I never moved you
What the fuck how did we forget?
And in another life would it be different
Would we do it all again?
And at that would you tell me that you loved me?
All alone why should I pretend?
Gagged and bound
You told me you broke down
And I believed everything
My love for you was logic drowned
Round and round
I came all the way down
To tell you that I'm really here
And I don't wanna waste my time
Without you without me
And I'm not being honest
I get it back to get me off
She did me dirty once before
But now that's over
I had it all in my hands
Until you ripped it out again
Let it go there's nothing left
Underneath the masquerade
You got me up all night
I wake up in another room
You wake up, you're never next to me
Oh no, no, no
And I'm coming home tonight
But this house wasn't built for two
If I let you have the rest of me,
Would you tell me the truth?
I tried a thousand times to make you feel it
Like the days when we had first met
But I feel I never moved you
What the fuck how did we forget?
And in another life would it be different
Would we do it all again?
And at that would you tell me that you loved me?
All alone, why should I pretend?
I put my trust in you like I had nothing to lose
Now I'm all confused
Tell me what to do
Tell me what to do
Tell me what to do
I had enough I'm through
I put my trust in you
I had nothing to lose
Tell me what to do with that said
I never wanna see you again
It feels so flawless
The summer in august when we fell in love
Looking back remember when we first met
The morning dove into my soul made of gold. No
How could you be so thoughtless?
My lover my goddess I was so in love with
How could you be so faithless?
Ignore dedication
I showed her through
Without you without me
And I'm not being honest
I get it back to get me off
She did me dirty once before
But now that's over
I had it all in my hands
Until you ripped it out again
Let it go there's nothing left
Underneath the masquerade, death
Fuck it, why don't you just let me overdose?
I did it again, and woke up again
Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends
This might be my end
All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends
Fuck it I'm dead
Fuck it I'm dead inside
And now you know why
Now that I'm gone, I'm on the run
Alone in my room I look down at my gun
Picking it up, I don't want to give up
But I'm stuck in this rut that I've dug and I'm fucked
The drugs didn't help
I blame myself for the shit I've been dealt
Tell you I'm cool but I'm losing my grip
Tell you I'm good but I'm losing my shit
You didn't want to take him to the hospital
All you really wanted was his capital
Another one lost that we cannot predict
This is a plague and we cannot pretend
Another mistake might cost you your life
When you're sticking the needle and walk towards the light
Letting go of all I've ever known
I wanna feel the wave's control tighten its grip around my throat
Crashing over me, I'm holding
Feel the narcotics might never wake up
All of the bodies just start to pile up
And that's when it hits you rips you perplexed
Now you are floating, it's on to the next
Now I'm letting go, let the chemicals control
I'm holding on
Always dismissed do you get the gist?
I'm holding on
Letting go of all I've ever known
I wanna feel the wave's control
Tighten its grip around my throat
You never really ever gave a shit
Always dismissed do you get the gist?
Always kneeling down
I'm an addict with a crown
Don't you love the sound when my body hits the ground
Why don't you just let me drown?
Fuck it, why don't you just let me overdose?
I did it again, and woke up again.
Tired of running from all these withdrawals,
keep losing my friends
This might be my end
All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends
Fuck it I'm dead
Fuck it I'm dead inside
And now you know why
Now don't go walking towards the light,
life is only finite, finite
Yeah
You know we love to play with fire,
burning up the cold nights, cold nights... yeah
In and out of breath I'm staring into death,
lay down with the liar
Chemical effect,
we're falling neck to neck,
the page and the writer
Now don't go walking towards the light,
life is only finite, finite yeah
You know we love to play with fire,
burning up the cold nights,
cold nights... yeah
Get back your words mean nothing to me,
maybe a relapse is what I need
Lost love, no coming back for me,
finite grip to your sanity
In and out of this stress and make another mess,
the things we desire
Running through my chest, the right lung and the left
No way to go higher
Now don't go walking towards the light,
life is only finite, finite yeah
You know we love to play with fire,
burning up the cold nights, cold nights... yeah
Get high and pretend like I'm just not here
Middle fingers to the sky,
once you die, hope you realize
Fucked up and pretend like I'm just not here
Middle fingers to the sky once you die,
it's a suicide
If all these dreams come pouring back to me
Don't say I didn't leave my mind
It's all a dream, I'm standing on my feet
I said I wouldn't miss your eyes
Now don't go walking towards the light,
life is only finite, finite yeah
You know we love to play with fire,
burning up the cold nights, cold nights... yeah
If all these dreams come pouring back to me
Don't say I didn't leave my mind
It's all a dream, I'm standing on my feet
I said I wouldn't miss your eyes
It feels good
It feels good
I'm waking up this time
Like I've never been tired
Of making up my mind
It feels good
It feels good, oh, feels good, oh
It feels good
It feels good, oh, feels good, oh
I lit my last one then I fell asleep in slime
Work at my habits but the feel is so sublime
Another drag in and my mind goes on a climb
That's where you'll catch me cause it happens all the time
Always on the move, always live proof
I'm just trying to prove what you disapproved
All this residue, don't know what to do with
Facing down the truth, tell me where were you
These are my hands that build me up
But where were you
Yeah, tell me where were you
I'm waking up this time
Like I've never been tired
Of making up my mind
It feels good
It feels good, oh, feels good, oh
It feels good
It feels good, oh, feels good, oh
I lit my last one then I fell asleep in slime
Work at my habits but the feel is so sublime
Ready to deploy, ready to exploit
Can't express my joy, my life I didn't destroy
I will not recoil, dope inside the foil
Problems I can't avoid, I can not employ
How's it look now
Standing with your eyes to the fire
I won't look down
Standing with my eyes to the light
Feels good oh, feels good oh
Feels good oh, feels good
(Of making up my mind)
Feels good oh
It feels good
It feels good oh, feels good oh
It feels good
It feels good oh, feels good oh
I lit my last one then I fell asleep in slime
Work at my habits but the feel is so sublime
Another drag in and my mind goes on a climb
That's where you'll catch me cause it happens all the time
Fuck the system and its politics
All politicians are corrupt then quit
They all switch and they all snitch
Just to benefit and get more rich
It's all bullshit and it ain't no lie
Fuck the politics I'll burn that bridge
Yeah there's a war on drugs
Yeah a war on love
Can't tell me no 'cause there's a war on us
Yeah
They kill these kids in the streets
Lock us all down and say we're free
Open your eyes can't you see?
Fuck the system and its politics
All politicians are corrupt then quit
They all switch and they all snitch
Just to benefit and get more rich
It's all bullshit and it ain't no lie
Fuck the politics I'll burn that bridge
Police killing off civilians
Killing all the innocents
This is all imminent been through
the imprisonment this is no coincidence
Rats in the wheel grinding life away
Rats in the wheel grinding
We're all rats in a wheel grinding life away
Fuck the system and its politics
All politicians are corrupt then quit
They all switch and they all snitch
Just to benefit and get more rich
It's all bullshit and it ain't no lie
Fuck the politics I'll burn that bridge
Now I'm lost again just turn me
around 1 last time
Now I'm crossed again its turning into my last night
Under the cobwebs that hold my skin
I'm just a bone yard so help me sleep tight
Now I'm fucked again I woke up in hell with more crimes
Here in my tragedy, drifting from sanity
I'm fallin' down to pieces
I'm fallin' down to pieces
Here on my own today, feeling me fade away
I'm fallin' down to pieces
I'm fallin' down to pieces
Now I'm lost again, just turn me around one last time
Now I'm crossed again its turning into my last night
Under the cobwebs that hold my skin,
I'm just a boneyard so help me sleep tight
Now I'm fucked again,
there will never be Heaven for me inside
Here in my tragedy, drifting from sanity
I'm fallin' down to pieces
I'm fallin' down to pieces
Here on my own today, feeling me fade away
I'm falling down to pieces
I'm fallin' down to pieces
Nowhere left to run
Nowhere left to hide
No escape from the thoughts that plague my mind
No one left to hurt
No tears left to cry
Nothing left to burn
Time to say goodbye...
Goodbye
Jus load it and cock it
I'm not a prophet I'm here for profit
Goddamnnn
And fuck all the loses my heroine goddess
Just close coffin goddamnn
[Instrumental]
All flashbacks lost in my way
stuck on the black smacked down on my face
Yeah I've been handicapped by ball and chain
Locked down in my cell 4 walls can relate
Facts
Lil kid but bigga picture in the photograph
Out playin' but landed myself in Alcatraz
Outcast intact hooked to a polygraph
Lookin' to find myself but lost again like artifact
Over yesterday stealin hours away it's all for nothing
Still I can relate enough to think that you'll be fine
I get it out the way, take another saint
It's all for nothing else but numbing
the pain and still I hope that you'll be fine
I've been trying to reach you with
these words that don't get into your head
All our bridges are burning and there's
nothing we can do but pretend and hope
Lost cause can I still find hope
Find a way to cope
But I still the antidote
Noose tied tight on the rope till I choke
But I won't stop breathing till the top the slope
Say my prayers and put me down the rest
All my demons be calling me but I feel blessed
The needle callin me got me feelin' stress
Keep on waking up another crest of the chest
Over yesterday stealin hours away it's all for nothing
Still I can relate enough to think that you'll be fine
I get it out of the way, take another saint
It's all for nothing else but numbing
the pain and still I hope that you'll be fine
I've been trying to reach you with
these words that don't get into your head
All our bridges are burning and
there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope
So sick of the lies
The whole world jus died
Jus look at my eyes and then you realize
That I'm really jus that high I OD'D and demised
And baby don't cry jus pray up at the sky
Don't justify when I'm crucified then glorified and then amplified
I
(Oh love sing it to me say run, dare me to breathe
Show me the pattern now,
and there's nothing we can do but pretend and hope
[Instrumental]
[feat. Pouya]
When this love subsides
I never realized
The vibe downside
She opened my eyes
She left me alone
Broken at home
Gripping that chrome
Locked in a catacomb
With a love syndrome
About to implode explode
I don't condone
This endless cyclone
200 calls on my phone that I missed voice mails
Talkin bout where u at where u been
I need to know who u with
I already told u that I'm with the homies recording
I can't be reportin my moves all day
More time with you less money go my way
Lemme do my thang, lemme rock my chain
When I get home let the dingaling swing
I fell in love with the pain
She fell in love with the game
Told u I never would change
Pussy be callin my name
Thuggin and bussin my thang
Girl you fuckin insane
Girl you fuckin a lame
Girl I'm whippin a range
On and off the stage
Critically acclaimed
Pouya hoe you know I can't be retained
I can't be retained
She can send me into overdrive
We do this all the time
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind
She kept talkin that shit
And gettin me pissed
Wish she didn't exist
But she won't be missed
And don't insist
Yo I'll fuckin dismiss
You off my list
Then I grab my fist
And the wall I hit
God damn you a twist
And we can't coexist or resist
You're on the black list
When this love subsides
I never realized
The vibe downside
She opened my eyes
She left me alone
Broken at home
Gripping that chrome
Locked in a catacomb
With a love syndrome
About to implode explode
I don't condone
This endless cyclone
She can send me into overdrive
We do this all the time
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind
She can show things, get anything
I'm always on the line
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind
Locked out and she's a loaded gun
Cause she knows how I like my fun
Straight down into another one
Cause she knows she's not the only one
You not the only one
You think I owe u sum'
You think you know me
But you not the lonely one
I don't feel anything anymore
Look me in my eyes
I'm ready to die, bust my .45
Break bread with my guys
When I'm counting baby don't hit my line
Turn around bow down lemme feel your spine
She can send me into overdrive
We do this all the time
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind
She can show things, get anything
I'm always on the line
Now she's coming over every night
Like I'm always on her mind
n a heavy silence
Backs in view
Walking through the haunted doorway, writing off the truth
In a pleasant memory of the former you
Its enough to soften judging hearts but yet spoken too soon
Kuz all the memories are right here inside me
And it's taking all of me not to break or make a scene
Jus leave me alone meet me down below
Pissing on a stone jus to say hello
Lit the herb of grace hit the veins and freeze
In a petty silence mother stews
And I could cut the air in here with a sharpened thought or two
What a fine endeavor, conducting as a tune
At the time I ride my impulses and curb my attitude
Kuz all the memories are right here inside me
And it's taking all of me not to break or make a scene
Jus throw it in the moat
Meet me down below
Pissing on a stone
Just to say hello
Fuck
(Myke Terry/Gus Farias)
I'm sick of playin' the fighter
I hold on tighter
Feelin' you let me go (let go)
Under the pressure of silence
Avoid disguises
You still block me at the door
(Myke Terry/Gus Farias)
I'm in your eyes
And you still can't see me now
I'm in your sight
But you're looking all around
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found
I keep on lightin' the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down (down)
(Myke Terry/Gus Farias)
I'm in your eyes
And you still can't see
me now (see me now)
I'm in your sight
But you're looking all around (all around)
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found (never found)
I keep on lightin' the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down (pullin' shades down)
(Myke Terry)
Stuck in the deal I've been handed
Got me stranded
Forced me to swim or drown
Nothings the way that we planned it
Take for granted
The signs that I leave around
You keep on pullin' the shades down
(Myke Terry/Gus Farias)
I'm in your eyes
And you still can't see me now (see me now)
I'm in your sight
But you're looking all around (all around)
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found (never found)
I keep on lightin' the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down (pullin' shades down)
(Myke Terry/Gus Farias)
(All around)
I'm in your eyes
And you still can't see me now (see me now)
I'm in your sight
But you're looking all around (all around)
No wonder why I'm so lost and never found (never found)
I keep on lightin' the sound
You keep on pullin' shades down (pullin' shades down)
Left for dead inside my mind
Alone and fighting for my life
The floor was cold, I was alone
Crucified let me go
Let me fucking go
Fade in, fading out of consciousness
Cause everyday feels like I don't exist
So every night's another near death miss
Praying for the day that I don't wake up again
To feel this pain in my mind... fucking take my life
Take my mind
Now I'm blind
I'm in a bind
Burn it all tonight
Goddamn
Why don't all of you just bury me tonight God damn man... Fuck
Left for dead... inside my mind
Alone and fighting for my life
The floor was cold, I was alone... crucified, let me go
Let me fucking go